Sad year.. Many tings happened recently.. Some can be shared, some cant.. its really a bad yr for me.. juz yesterday.. had a really wonderful day out. went 2 shop around at orchard wif jess, yiyi, ju n wen.. but dunno wad happened.. xue lyk angry.. dunno if she angry or wad.. mayb we sensitive.. but can sense tt she really depressed or wad.. anyway.. when we went back home, my bag hit an auntie's leg.. she almost fell.. den she stared at me.. as if i purposely.. i did it accidentally loh.. but the worse happened.. when i turned round n walk up a flight of stairs.. i fell down.. i tripped over a step n fell. landed on my knees n it hurt.. fortunately i didnt fell flat. god noes whether tt lady cursed me.. haha.. haiz.. when i went back home.. i thought a lot.. some particular ting happened 2 me when i went online the day before.. but tt i cant really make known.. its kinda private n confidential.. i can onli say tt is really scary.. mayb for me is scary.... dun wanna bring this matter up again.. sometimes being loved by someone isnt really tt wonderful.. i would rather go love someone i like.. 2day is sunday n i got loads of mixed feelings.. both sad n confused.. but at the same time happy n onfused.. i really dunno how 2 describe.. now kinda miss something.. or mayb someone.. im not too sure.. many tings happened 2 my frens oso.. i can onli pray n hope tt tings will go smooth 4 them. let them noe tt there'll always b a fren here tt care.. sounds kinda mushy.. haha.. signing off.. to all my peers: "dare 2 hope"..
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