Relaxing ...

Sunday, July 29, 2007Y

24 hours a day for me is not enough at all!!!

for the past few days..

i've been doing projects,projects and more projects!!!

and my weekends are practically burnt!!

had 2 wake up early during wkends 2 do my projects..

been staying back i sch for long hours..

all for 1 reason..

PROJECTS..

damn~

and as if this is not enuff..

my thumbdrive spoil during this tym..

my political part for IB project..

IS LOST!!!

and i have 2 re-do..

to tink i spent abt 3-4 hrs doin it!!!

sob sob..

wad a timing 4 such ting 2 happen..

and IB proj is juz so deadly..

so stressful..

stupid stupid me..

didnt create a backup..

im totally wreck rite now..

lyk..

hu can help me??

and i dun feel lyk doin anything rite now..

coz i woke up early 2 do IB ica 3 2day..

den went out 2 get my thumbdrive fixed..

as in.. is my MP3.. so how can i not afford to?

juz came back..

sianzation..

i tink im jinxed sia..

dunno kena jinxed by hu..

juz.. recently so jinxed larh!!!

IPP- so lookin 4ward to it..

i wanna rest but i scared i fell asleep den projects gone case..

ARRRGHHHHHHH...

and ytd sat stil go back sch wif huifen do proj..

and the security came to shoo us away at 7pm..

wth~

ohhhhhhhhh....

well, gtg le..

have 2 do my stuff le..

lets keep fighting..

and do our best!!!

ciaoz~

ends at 4:43 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007Y

I WANNA COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WA LAU...

seriously ar..

i tink tt Long John Silver's service attitude is becoming worse lor..

forget abt their service at the counters..

2day when i saw this poor guy giving out flyers(hes frm LJS)..

was tinking these people muz finish giving out the flyers den can go..

and everyone tt walked passed him refused..

so when im near him, i reached out my hand..

wa lau..

he took the flyer out then..

he shift his hands away den extend the flyer to the person behind me..

WTH!!!

make me look lyk a fool!!!

to tink tt i wanted to help..

was waiting for him to giv me..

damn dumb lor..

WADEVER!!!

as if i care..

retribution sure will strike him someday for making me look lyk a fool in public..

anw anw..

my stomach hurts rite now..

im feelin damn giddy..

i tink im sick..

and i had diarrea earlier on..

but my diarrhea started 2 days ago le..

and 2ml QM presentation..

i scared i faint sia..

feeling damn weak rite now..

but since i can stil complain earlier on..

guess i shud be fine..

but proff tt im a typical Sporean sia..

nonetheless..

FIGHTING!!!

gtg~

ends at 9:15 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007Y

很久很久以前...

爱情遇上了友情..

爱情不明白的问友情: " 真不明白在这世界上有了我,

为什么还需要你呢?"

友情回答着: "你虽然是负责带给人们幸福的,

但途中却也带来不少眼泪..

而我侧是负责留下来帮忙擦去泪水的..."

这时, 爱情明白了..

原来在这世界里并不只是有爱情存在而已..

爱情更加了解友情的伟大...

i suddenly remembered this verse out of the blue..

and i tink that it realli keeps me moving on..

OH!!

i've got a confession to make..

i tink HE is cute!!!

those of u hu is guessing hero, im not referring him..

haha..

seriously la, i've nvr met any other asian guy hu has such nice eyes..

such pretty nose..

such nice complexion..

looks so jap..

even though not the super shuai kind, but still..

realli cute guy!!!

slowly guess bah!!!

mayb i shall reveal nxt tym if i have the mood..

and those tt noes, pls shhhhhhhhhh..

dun tell anything..

haha, ciaoz~

ends at 9:29 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007Y

my video is loading so slowly as usual!!!

2day is sunday..

supposed to be a family day..

but mummy recently had 2 work thru weekends..

so didnt go out!!!

sian!!

so now i muz stay at home sia..

realli nth 2 do..

hmm, maybe later ask sis pei me go great world city..

i wanna go buy smth leh..

i wanna buy new clothes..

i wanna buy new accessories..

i wanna go out of the house..

i dun wanna stay at home!!!

its so stressful..

its so suffocating..

haiz..

anw anw..

My video is STILL loading..

wa kaoz..

k la, i shall go watch some first..

gtg~

good day 2 everyone..

and good luck to everyone in upcoming tests, project presentations and and..

the BIG exams!!!

ends at 4:13 PM

Friday, July 20, 2007Y

im juz blogging for the sake of blogging..

coz im waiting for my show on youtube 2 load finish..

super super slow!!

i juz found out..

since dunno when..

i started 2 open up 2 the "same sex attract" issue..

i used 2 detest same sex couples..(no offence..)

im so used to scared of tings lyk lesbianism n gayism..

but then, after i noe dbsk..

i feel tt such tings are more than wad we realli tink it is..

i mean, it can simply mean they are very very close frens..

lyk real brothers or sisters..

and its realli a wonderful frenship..

at least tts how i feel 2wards the closeness btw jaejoong and yunho..

they are so so sweet when they are 2gthr!!!

they care for each other..

they look after each other..

and yunho is realli super caring 2wards jae..

so cute~

im not realli heartbroken when i see how close are they..

but i juz feel tt they are so fortunate..

to have such beautiful frenship..

oh well, my show load finish le..

gtg~

p.s(even though im open abt the homo issues.. but it doesnt realli apply 2 my life!! so note to girls hu are interested in me.. haha, too bad..)

kk, im being lame.. ciaoz~

ends at 12:19 AM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007Y

I suddenly have this realisation..

we do often get hurt by people..

but often, the greatest hurt comes from someone whom u see everyday,

comes from someone we meet everyday, we talk everyday..

in fact someone whom is nearby or even close to us..

at times, they just do not realise they hurt someone close to them..

i know how it feels being hurt by someone..

its unbearably painful especially if its someone u knew hurt u..

which is why, sometimes i feel lyk being the onli one there..

because if im alone, i will not hurt anyone else..

and because im alone, nobody will hurt me in return..

something i know and always thinking..

something i know but i've always been ignoring about it..

My mum has always ask me not to bother abt wad people say abt me..

juz ignore them..

always try to be positive..

and i did..

as in i tried..

but still, it doesnt stop the hurt coming..

im always a jovial person during my sec sch n pri sch days..

it is onli when i enter poly i realised how ugly people can be..

how certin tings isnt wad we realli see on the surface..

to me, it feels lyk there are not much people i can realli trust..

im sorry if i ever offended people in this entry..

but if ure reading..

at least u bothered reading until here!

and im thankful for tt..

i have to admit..

sometimes i hurt others too..

especially some frens..

and im realli realli sorry abt it..

i dun deny..

wadever reason it is, the fact tt i hurt someone..

is not gonna change..

now when i recalled back my pri sch days..

i was hurt too..

was inside a toilet cubicle, when some classmates badmouthed me outside..

they do not noe im inside!!

they said realli nasty things..

the feeling??

its lyk being jabbed at the heart but blood cant flow out..

tts how painful..

the rest of the details i dun wanna say anymore..

i always find solace in my frens..

yet often, i dunno if i will trouble them..

i mean, i do love to be in this world..

but i do not want to live on the ugly side of it..

In the 1st place, hu wants??

i get very tensed easily,

but i always tried to appear cheerful..

u can say im being a hypocrite or wadever..

i dun realli care..

i tink..

im realli gonna explode if i meet another setback..

please!!!

when will the time comes when nobody will get hurt??

i dunno wads gonna happen 2 me if all these make me reach my limit!!

even im not too sure wad i'll do..

but i have a weak heart, hu noes wad will happen..

whew~

its a long entry 2day..

IB test 2ml.. to those tt read until here..

THANKS for reading..

and good luck for all tests and projects..

ends at 11:58 AM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007Y

aiyo aiyo..

my com is dying..

its sick..

poor thing..

so xin tong..

people!!! please take note!!!

IF I EVER SEND U ANY EMAIL..

e.g postcard blah blah..

DON'T OPEN PLEASE!!!

aiyo..

im so sorry if i affected ur coms..

anw anw, these few days lyk so slack..

while everyone seemed 2 rush for projects..

not because i dun have projects..

i have alot..

juz tt i dun feel the rush at all..

oh for goodness sake, hu can motivate me?

my darling hero had successfully motivated me 2 watch youtube though..

wahaha~

kk, i gtg le..

ends at 10:55 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007Y

i just find this picture really beautiful...

so i wana share it..

the beautiful frenship between Jaejoong and Yunho..

(From my fave korean boy group.. DBSK)

and to say, im feeling fine now.. thx 4 all concerns frm those tt cared =)

ends at 2:10 AM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007Y

I lead a miserable life..

but im still glad i have a bunch of ppl hu cares..

thanks alot..

i dun understand..

do u hate me so much?

do u realli have 2 hurt someone this way??

in that case, r u happy then??

satisfied??

wad do u get frm doing this??

well, im not gonna be bothered by it..

i still lead my own life..

i shall stay cheerful... as always..

ends at 1:25 AM