went kbox 2day..
yay..
finally have enuff voice 2 sing le..
Haha..
lost my voice past few days..
sick so long le..
but have dis feelin im recovering soon..
haiz..
was supposed 2 meet xue, yiyi, wen, jess..they all at 11.45am at tpy de..
but i reached arnd 12 plus, i tink..
im realli sorry..
i overslept..
so they start off wifout me 1st..
kaoz..
dunno wads wrong wif me sia..
always havin problems wif meeting ppl on tym..
wth..
can someone install a time chip in my brain??
im lyk so..
pissed off wif myself loh..
anyway..
went bugis wif yiyi n wen aftr kbox 2 shop..
sianz..
xue hav 2 go her fren's hous do project..
jess have 2 go home early..
crap loh..
so diff 2 meet out de..
see how 2ml bah..
all alone in crm..
seperated frm my gang..
my life is so miserable wifout them sia..
nobody 2 remind me bring admin card..
nobody there 2 help me keep track of sch schedule..
nobody there 2 remind me bring jacket..
nobody discuss wif me tutorials..
nobody 2 sit wif during ICT klas..
OH MY GOD..
im so sad..
wad 2 do??
its realli unfair loh..
y i always diff frm my frens de..
since pri sch to sec sch..
seldom tio same as my frens de..
facing so many probs..
yet i always have 2 put up a happy front..
actually met someone..
hu realli brightened my day..
but it was onli 4 a moment..
rite now i dunno wads the prob..
my day has gone back to haze..
haiz..
yet still have 2 pretend im cheerful..
if onli he noes how i feel..
somehow i feel..
everybody's changing..
mayb some dun realise..
some may feel happy..
but i dun realli do..
am always the happy go lucky in the grp..
but no longer is..
i realli cannot help but feel lonely..
mayb im the one hus changed..
for the worse??
not sure..
even eewen says im a flirt..
=(
seriously am i??
im juz trying 2 b friendly..
well..i guess..
realli..
its not tt i tink too much...
juz tt tings were much sweeter in the past..
can anyone realli understand how i feel?
i can no longer be a happy apple anymore..
im lyk a nobody now..
havin so many problems..
i realli dunno whether i can handle it..
i wanna cry..
but i can't..
mayb because you all hav ur own problems too..
tts y u all failed 2 see others..
im not trying 2 gain attention or wadever..
im not being desperate..
i juz..
feel so lonely..
which i dunno why..?
going out wif my frens dun realli help much..
coz nowadays..
all so busy..
i cannot bear 2 force them oso..
but den again..
...
....
......
i noe my frens care..
den again..
some things r beyond wad u all tink it is..
but i realli appreciate ur concerns though..
i guess..
i will always remain stagnant..
wadever the crap lah..
wish all those hu somewad feels the same as me..
best of luck..
coz..
there's someone here lyk u oso..
haha..
gtg..
bye~
ends at 9:41 PM