Relaxing ...

Friday, October 27, 2006Y

haha...

the word "red" appears alot of tyms in 2day's entry..

try counting them...

okay..

firstly..

shall touch abit abt the previous blog entry..

mentioned tt the bad..

might wreck our day...

in the end..

we went to the gym instead..

haha..

nvr been 2 a gym before..

ytd was the 1st tym i tried using those machines...

cleared all my unhappiness wif them le..

recently we quarrelled so often..

rite now ok le..

yup..

anyway..

kinda turn emo a few days back..

coz wif so much problems wif frenship..

plus tt much workload in tep...

i realli stressed nor..

super depressed de..

haha..

so ytd..

went back home n slp early..

did smth silly ytd nor..

slept at 8.30pm..

den xue called at 9.10 lyk tt..

i tot it was morning liao..

keep saying shit here n there..

almost tell xue tt..

"eh.. u all go sch 1st.. i late le.."

when actually its onli the night..

Zzz..

tot i slept very long le..

so when xue called..

realli freaked out sia..

lucky i didnt tell xue those..

almost did onli..

so now here i am..

not late 2day..

haha..

came 2 sch as usual..

the MSC ppl so fun..

gathering here n there..

not lyk BSU..

so quiet de..

not high de..

haha..

but shall join some of the MSC ppl..

tt is if they dun mind me joining them..

haha..

in order for me 2 lift up my mood..

wore alot of red color stuff 2day..

t-shirt red color de..

wore a red color ring..

used a red color rubber band to tie my hair..

nail polish reddidh brown de..

bag red color de..

even my spectacles oso red color de..

wahaha..

-THE COLOR RED-

passionate, romantic, sexy,

determined, strong, enthusiastic...

ward off evil..(added it myself)..

haha..

so 2 say..

red is my FAVORITE COLOR...

and i have loads of red color stuff at home too..

wear them 2day to lift up my spirits...

hehe..

it did help..

try wearing ur favorite color someday..

and u'll be surprised..

how it realli helps 2 perk u up..

dun care whether or not the color ppl will dislike..

juz lyk me..

some of my frens dun realli lyk red..

someone stil hate red color most..

but i dun care..

here i am now..

in the admin office..

got nth much 2 do 2day..

so can realli slack 2day le..

past few days very firece sia..

now finally can rest le..

kk..

gtg~

bye~

shall blog again anthr tym..

ends at 10:18 AM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006Y

A sad sad sad day...

25th October 2006, Wednesday~

hey hey...

2day supposed 2 go running de...

but looking out the window now..

dark clouds..

grey skies..

heavy wind blow..

so i conclude..

shud be no running le...

haiz.

sadded..

coz 2day Jerene and Lynette supposed 2 join us de..

shud be more fun de..

but den..

kena dis kinda weather..

actually the weather now realli reflects my feeling oso..

recently got many troubles sia..

dunno where 2 start..

but i shud apologise..

coz u all shud noe my character de..

once i bu shuang..

i show it all out..

whenever i not happy..

i had 2 voice out..

haiz..

i noe now many ppl sure bu shuang me..

i admit its my fault..

so i tink i dun realli deserve ur friendship..

okay..

im a little emo rite now..

i juz cant help it feelin lyk tt nor..

everyone and everything seems 2 change over time..

im stressed over so many tings..

how i wish i'll be left alone 4 some time..

no nid 2 go school..

no nid 2 do stupid ppt and reports..

no proposals 2 rush..

and when im alone..

nobody will get hurt..

because there will be nobody for me 2 upset..

haiz...

damn my wrecked life..

i feel im not a good person..

i wil onli cause hurt 2 ppl..

will onli give troubles..

although i dun lyk ppl callin me short..

but i bear wif it..

and till noe..

im lyk used 2 it le..

haha..

i tink i cant be a happy apple too long..

im gonna rot..

and im rotting rite now..

as in realli rotting..

for good...

haiz...

sad me..

i missed my bed..

i missed my mum..

i missed being a little girl..

how i wish 4 someone 2 shout to..

i wanna find someone 2 shout in2 tt person's ear..

and realli shout out damn loud..

get lost bad feelings!!!

dun upset me anymore..!!!

shall blog again nxt tym..

gtg~

take care my frens..

dun get sick...

ends at 5:20 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006Y

under construction coming soon...
will be changing a new blogskin real soon...
fro now just bear with it...

ends at 12:57 AM

Thursday, October 19, 2006Y

19th October 2006...

2day is a very unforgettable day..

it's Jess b'day and we all gave her a super huge surprise..

it started off wif a quarrell..

in the morning..

Xue was angry wif me n jess 4 not replyin her msg..

its realli not our fault mah..

den xue threw temper..

she realli very fierce nor..

me n jess chased after her..

and..

when i grabbed her arm..

she ji tao "Shou Fang Kai!!"

wad wad..

make me almost wanna cry..

den jess oso kena the cold shoulder..

she very sad until cry..

throughout the whole day..

she super depress..

but den..

here's where the fun started..

secretly, me n xue already made up..

since its jess b'day..

will continue pretending stil at cold war..

haha..

all this while..

without jess knowing..

i made a very cute b'day card 4 jess..

went round getting signatures and msgs frm ppl..

had 2 run here n there..

each tym very careful..

so tt jess will not find out..

den when lunch tym..

went 2 eat wif jess at mac..

xue stil pretended to be angry wif jess..

and i had 2 play the bad guy..

keep pretending 2 scold xue..

say she dis n tt in front of jess..

in fact we wanna make jess fall 4 it..

so tt in th end we wil surprise her..

and make everything seem real when its not..

and when i told yiyi ad xue did 2 jess..

yiyi misinterpret sia..

she told a diff ting 2 xue..

make xue realli angry wif me..

kaoz..

yiyi ar yiyi..

aiyo..

so anyway..

jess realli mad at xue's attitude..

so i was wif her all along..

until when we are about end sch..

called eewen n xue 2 plan the surprise..

eewen got the OBS ppl 2 help..

fake a meeting so as 2 stall jess..

while we go n prepare the b'day cake..

we booked the cake lyk a day before..

so we went 2 collect it at and 5.50..

while the "fake meeting" went on..

jess is stil held outside the stall..

den while halfway thru..

tts when we sang b'day song..

a whole bunch of us..

there's xy, kenn, shaun, weishi, eunice, kent, rong ci and us..

erm..

did i miss out anybody??

oh well..

in e end..

she realli very shocked..

den we told her the truth..

and she almost cried..

typical jess..

haha..

the cake is strawberry short cake..

yum yum..

but some of us smash the cream at one another..

eewen tio the most on her face..

i onli hav a lil on my nose..

haha..

so..

tributes to..

XUE---> oganiser

WEN--> Support provided

YIYI--> money 4 the cake..

ME--> designing of the car n wrapping of prezzie..

whew!

besides this..

time spent at the admin office is supppper boring larh..

reali boring until siao..

keep waiting 4 the tym 2 reach..

so as 2 giv jess a surprise..

wahaha..

juz complete an assignment..

bleah~

now quite tired le..

feel lyk sleeping sia..

kk..

shall blog another tym..

gtg..

tata~

ends at 9:31 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006Y

happy birthday to jiu jiu....

haha..

15/10/06, Sunday...

celebrated uncle's birthday at party world ktv..

started to sing from 3pm all e way 2 arnd 9.30pm..

haha..

sang a number of songs wif sis..

songs include frm fahrenheit, s.h.e, f.i.r and more..

oh yah..

sang Rainie yang's songs too..

had a super wonderful tym..

we didnt sing alot coz alot ppl went..

so..

have to wait 4 a long tym b4 our nxt turn..

aftr singing..

we went 2 eat at lau par sat..

ate satay, stingray, fried rice and noodles..

drank teh tarek..

woohoo~

realli had an enjoyable tym..

aftr which went 2 ah ma hous 2 cut birthday cake 4 jiu jiu..

haha..

wanted 2 giv him a present but didnt noe wad 2 giv..

so mom said 2 giv him a b'day cake..

in e end..

he happy, we happy..

everybody happy...

den aftr tt went back home..

the little kids muz had so much fun..

although some fell asleep when we are singing..

seriously..

even me n sis almost fell asleep..

when we hear our mum and aunties and uncles sing..

their era's songs realli lyk sleeping pills..

i so cruel sia..

sorry sorry..

haha..

speaking of which..

the room is super huge nor..

coz my uncle b'day so gave us a VIP room sia..

was so big tt we asked 4 a smaller one..

smaller ones more cozy mah..

but in the end..

the other room they giv us oso QUITE big sia..

oh nvm..

anw..

will get jiu jiu his present nxt tym..

afterall his actual b'day is 2day..

and he told us not 2 giv him anyting 4 now..

he will ask 4 it when we go out 2 work..

aww..

such a sweet uncle..

haha..

okie..

2day..

16/10/06, Monday

2day is another boring day..

had 2 wake up early..

but its a lil diff 2day coz in admin office..

the previous batch were gone..

and rong ci, shi ting and jing yi came in2 the office..

wahaha..

at least got ppl accompany..

den beside us oso got good old xiang ying, eunice, kent and weishi..

haha..

so many ppl here..

make me feel more lyk home..

hmm..

at least rong ci can add coldness 2 the room..

and jing yi add warmness..

haha..

eew~

weird way of describing..

so anyway..

after the meeting in the morning..

was kinda free all e way..

had nth much 2 do..

some presentations are due along nxt 2 wks..

so we stil have some tym..

had lunch 2day as usual wif xue n gang..

somoone made me angry and sad at the same tym..

i shant say..

anyway..

to alvin: dun worry u didnt ps me..

haha..

aftr lunch..

get back to the office n its facing the com all day agn..

except 2day wif some ppl cuming back 2 sch..

chatted online wif lect toh n mr lee..

mind if i call u all lyk tt?

hehe..

so yep..

they super lame..

and they ganged up 2 bully me..

one shoot here the other shoot there..

lyk husband n wife sia..

but at least got ppl 2 keep me awake..

rite now..

waiting 4 the tym 2 pass..

quick 6pm and off we go..

to home sweet home..

there's 40 mins left to go..

cant wait 2 leave sch..

whew~

my eyes get really tired facing the com all day..

so i wanna unwind..

eh eh..

actually its coz i very lazy lah..

so slack slack awhile..

well..

now im listening to songs on the com..

and some guy i dunno added me in msn..

im talking 2 him now..

haha..

i have wide contacts..

but i have 2 be careful..

aftrall he's a stranger..

okie..

i write so much 2day as usual..

hey hey..

i didnt say "nor" 2day..

didnt say it at all sia..

haha..

ok..

i gtg..

shall blog agn soon..

ends at 5:01 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006Y

TEP...

Teaching Enterprise Project is wad TEP stands for..

for those hu dunno wad it means in my previous entry..

its actually a work attachment but within the sch grounds..

all of us will be put 2 work into diff departments in our 2nd yr..

and im in the administration and immersion team.

Immersion is about planning and scheduling trips to other countries..

super busy sia..

can realli go blind..

imagine ar..

morning 8.30am to 6pm..

facing the com all day frm mon-fri..

dun go blind oso will increase my degrees sia..

haiz..

now super bored..

at first kena so many reports lah..

proposals lah..

presentations lah..

2day oso have..

but funny ting is..

last tym so worried and tired and scared and stress..

now..

immune liao..

the same old boring stuff..

so i shall change a topic today..

lets talk about Aaron..

haha..

he sooooo cute..

by the way..

he's not my bf..

haha..

he's a singer larh..

from a boyband called Fahrenheit..

he super COLD de sia..

his cold jokes so lame de..

juz lyk me..

wahaha..

no lah..

but he of coz cuter den me..

-sadded-

haiz..

i tink im not gonna have a bf liao..

i rather lyk n idolise those "not real" guys..

at least they wont break ur heart..

so..

can say i not interested in guys le bah..

BUT DUN WORRY LAH..

i wont become a lesbian de..

i cant imagine myself callin another Girl "dear"..

or wadever..

and i dun lyk it when wadever i have..

she oso has wad..

got logic rite?

so i say ar..

gays even scarier sia..

erm..

better not say anything more..

haha..

coz u dunno hu might actually read my blog..

i didnt say i protest against homosextual love..

i juz not interested in such activiity nia..

whew~

anyway..

back to Aaron..

chinese name-ya lun

watched his videos in youtube wif sis ytd..

sia lah..

his band members say he weak..

he..

realli weak nor..

serious..

while shooting a drama..

he fainted once..

very hao siao sia..

when asked the director hu the weakest actor/actress..

Ya lun auto put his hand up nor..

but ar..

even he faints, he oso look cute..

or shuai bah..

my sis n bro always say im "man-crazy"

eh eh wad..?!

Excuse me..

there are more "man-crazy" Girls than me nor..!!

wads more..

shuai ge n chio bus are for feasting the eyes de mah..

if not they look so shuai n chio 4 wad..

god muz create them lyk tt 4 dis reason de nor..

haha..

kk.

me and my stupid reason..

can ignore me..

haiz..

sianz..

later stil gg running aftr tep..

every tues n thurs is exercise day..

haha..

xue n jess considering swimming one day..

haiz..

swimming..

i've nvr been to the swimming pool 4 how long le sia..

by the way..

i oso how long nvr been stepping on the running track liao sia..

coz since sec 2 been on permanent MC frm PE..

which is why now legs stil pain frm tues run..

useless me sia..

haha..

Oh yah..

got something i muz realli share wif u all-those reading..

last week..

coz starting of TEP..

i super loads of tings 2 do..

and i cant realli manage my emotions tt well..

so..

each tym i feel stress..

im lyk gg 2 explode..

but i keep inside my heart didnt say out..

and i will cry at nite..

haha..

den so once..

mum saw me looking very depress..

she asked me wads wrong so i told her nor..

den..

here's wad she said to me..

"you everytime say u suay den u suay nor.."

"you everytime say u ugly den more pimples will pop out nor.."
here's wad she teach me..

"muz say.. im very lucky..den will feel n be lucky de.."

"muz say.. im very pretty.. den pimples will not pop so many nor.."
erm..

PS. dun say too many lies lah hor.. sometimes can le..

or else.. juz tink 2 urself can liao..

coz..

its not good to self-lie..

research got show tt if u feel emotionally stress, u'll tend 2 frown..

tts y the face oil is concentrated on the face..

so more pimples will come out..

and if you feel emotionally stress..

and you keep it inside..

something juices inside our body will produce something..

den will hinder movements..

tts y will go clumsy..

and 4 those hu tink they suay will realli be suay nor..

e.g fall down in front of so many ppl..

whew~

knowledge words..

wa seh..

i say so many sia..

so..

feel enlightened???

shud be have bah..

call me doctor Ho..

haha..

no lah..

im being lame agn..

can ignore me..

k lah..

blog so much 2day..

wei wei..

read muz at least pay something in return de hor..

at least muz tag me larh..

hehe..

fine fine..

i'll go..

bye~

ends at 10:14 AM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006Y

Okay...

i've got the sudden urge to blog 2day..

all thx 2..

my sis...

MICHAELA HO..

haha..

coz was in the admin office in TEP..

then got nothing much 2 do 2day.. finally..

erm.. long story so shall not elaborate wads TEP..

okay..

me n my sis recently went super crazy over a boyband..

called "Fei Lun Hai"

it means Fahrenheit or something in eng..

haha..

team made up of 4 boys..

and we love Aaron so much..

rite now im slacking..

so suddenly in a mood 2 find smth 2 say..

sadded coz my life has been so boring lately..

haha..

cant find any 1 2 crap wif in my admin team..

coz they r all hardworking ppl..

and im a super crapper n slacker..

currently finished wad im supposed 2 hand in by dis wk..

so im kinda lyk free 4 a few hours until home sweet home..

speaking of that particular boyband we r crazy over..

sis found soooooooooo many of their pics sia..

we even went 2 view many of their videos in youtube..

haha..

and then..

bought their album..

thx dad 4 providing the money..

hmm...

i shall talk abit on wad i did 2day..

went 2 sch early in the morning..

seldom see me so early..?

i've been gg 2 sch early since the start of TEP..

waa..

miracle sia..

tt i can actually reach sch n wait 4 lect 2 open the door of admin office..

signed in and then went to Blk B 2 have workshop..

aftr workshop, went back 2 admin office n do wadever we had 2 do and hand in..

facing the com 91/2 hrs a day everyday..

frm mon-fri..

can seriously go blind sia..

was hungry..

went 2 cheers buy "chicken pau" and green tea peach..

yummy..

den discuss awhile n its our own tym..

all the way 2 lunch tym at 1pm..

haha..

went 2 have lunch wif xueli, jess, shaun, wen and more..

bought something frm the roadshow..

muz support own class de mah..

den chatted awhile..

n not too long..

here i am!!

haha..

b4 i started writing, was rushing some work 2 hand in later..

now..

waiting 2 go home..

wahaha..

countdown 2 finish of TEP..

waa seh.. onli 2nd wk nia..

no choice nor..

oh anyway.. sis say my "nor" si bei act cute..

well..

i used 2 it liao..

a habit very diff change wan mah..

but then..

i dun speak "nor"..

i onli type "nor"..

so shud be stil ok wad..

better than dunno wad lurrves/ lurbbe

wadever lah..

haha..

not that im criticising..

but "love" simply spells as l.o.v.e wad!!!

haha..

ok ok..

have a feelin someone might scold me liao..

since my team-mates so quiet..

shall crap all i wan in blog bah..

so yah..

tts all..

seldom wil i have this urge 2 write so many..

and then..

waaaaaaaaaaaaa.................

hey hey...

i saw mi mi yen..

so long nvr see him le sia..

he stil as cool as usual..

coz very bored..

so went out 2 walk around..

went 2 find a fren in IBRC room..

den she wanted 2 go north canteen 2 buy hot drink..

along tt long passage way to north canteen..

saw him n eewen's "dear"..

hahaha..

mi mi yen sia..

wearin his cap as usual..

wearin his army pants..

green tees..

had a mini plaster on one side of his face..

although it looks lyk on purpose de..

but not too ugly..

now super excited..

reali reali fortunate 2 see him agn sia..

wahaha..

he's 4 me 2 noe and 4 u all 2 find out urself..

alrite..

i gotta go..

shall blog again soon..

bye~

ends at 3:09 PM

Thursday, October 05, 2006Y

whew~ its been so long since i last blog le..

sooooo many things happened the past few weeks..

went out shopping wif frens..

and celebrated EEwen's birthday on 30sept..

rite now im at the admin office..

my TEP kena the admin team..

teammates are wonderful..

yay~

BUT!!!

admin works sux..

i rather join the project teams nor!!

wa lau..

plus..

im in the admin cum immersion team..

so damn many tings 2 do sia..

gave us an assignment wif 2 days 2 complete den present..

1/2 way thru it nia..

tt supervisor...

ask us compile contact list..

come out wif a proposal on mon on team-building games.

take note of late comings n stuff..

den briefings here n there on extra tings 2 do..

heres the worst part!!

gotta research on the countries 4 immersion programs..

have 2 plan schedules..

come out wif a proposal on wed..

actually tt supervisor say hand in 2gthr wif the proposal on team-building games de..

crap!!

den coz we tell her not enuff tym..

she den allow 2 days extend nia..

sux big tym larh..

rite now super stressed sia..

coz in tym 2 come..

once we finished wif our research on the countries..

and hand in a proposal 4 her approval..

gotta contact travel agencies somemore sia!!

realli suay nor..

stil say wad we will be the 1st batch 2 meet travel agencies n discuss..

face 2 face trainings..

shitty nor..

good nor..

kenn n rong ci they all lyk now so free..

aftr finishing the assignment..

4 tym being they nth 2 do..

we?!

have soooooo many stuffs 2 do larh!!

den there's DAILY report 2 do..

on the admin stuff de..

which means we run both sides..

admin/immersion team used 2 have 10 ppl de..

now onli got us 4 nia..

so little man power..

so many tasks 2 do sia..

kaoz!!!

wad sort of trainings is this sia?!

stil say train 4 work when we graduated..

i say is slavery nor..

using sttudents 2 work 4 the sch..

and we have no pay..

bleah~

haiz..

everyday reports n proposals..

lyk realli working nor..

cannot even slack a minute sia..!!

alrite..

i'll stop here le..

before our supervisor comes in and see these..

im gonna be dead sia..

so far..

my life is so miserable..

kk..

gtg..

bye~

ends at 1:42 PM