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Tuesday, January 30, 2007Y

didnt go to sch 2day coz am sick..

yesterday took flexi..

supposed to go sing k-box wif melissa de..

in e end..

i felt a lil giddy in the morning..

and a major headache followed up..

at first i tot is due to lack of sleep..

and i ate very lil during lunch time oso..

i dunno wads the reason..

but i felt my whole body very heavy..

kept swaying from side to side..

no choice, apologised to melissa and went home to rest instead..

so suay sia..

why do i always get sick on the day itself whenever i have any function..

Zzz..

so i slowly dragged myself home..

the journey in the mrt is super horrendous sia..

fely lyk puking coz its moving..

felt tt my face had lost its color, and its practically colorless..

not even pale, ot even green..

my lips and throat dry until its hurts alot alot..

i tot im gg 2 faint on my way home..

but i managed to reach home afterall..

sis was at home playing the com..

went to bed wifout changing!

and slept until 9 plus..

to tink tt im lyk dying and dad didnt even notice anything!!

when i took the temp..

OMG!

tt explains it all!

39.1 degrees..

i tot it would stop at 38 degrees plus coz it somehow slowed down..

but the thermometer beeped at 39.1 degrees!!

ji tao siao loh..

cant move frm bed..

and feel lyk throwing out wadever liquid i took..

mum cooked n dad cooked mi sua 4 me to eat..

i ate barely 3 mouthful and my whole body sang down at the sofa..

wif 2 jackets and 2 blankets on, im stil shivering lyk hell..

so mum took care of me thruout the nite..

and im alone now at home..

waiting 4 dad to come home at 5.30 to bring me to the doc..

i feelin much much better now..

fever gone down to 38.2 degrees..

not tt bad liao except stil feelin hot n cold atthe same tym..

im sick of lying down liao so woke up to blog..

so sorry melissa i cant go out wif u ytd..

realli felt very bad..

anw, mum was tellin me tt i very lousy coz onli queued for 6 hrs plus and i got sick liao..

haha..

of coz she's onli joking..

i stil dunno how i got sick all of the sudden de..

haiz..

although im sick..

i feel tt its no big deal coz..

im juz onli 1 out of so so many ppl hu is sick out there..

an additional me makes no diff at all sia..

and i feel realli bad i have to get an mc coz i'd love to help mum save dis amt of money..

i dun understand why izzit we nid an mc if not will be marked as not present!

and wif mc, its stil consider absent wif reason onli..

why nyp muz implement dis stupid system..

unlike sec sch, parent's letter can liao..

wif parent's letter, our family can actually save tt extra $20 plus loh!!

haiz..

i blog alot 2day..

i noe reading my blog is very long-winded..

im sorry abt tt..

but for those hu read often and tag aftr tt i realli appreciate alot..

kk..

i gtg liao~

feelin sleepy again..

ciaoz~

Labels: feverish

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Monday, January 29, 2007Y

28/1/2007, Sunday

FAHRENHEIT qian chang hui..

went with sis to IMM to queue..

but but..

we DIDNT get our album autographed..

wa lau..

we spent 6 and half hours queueing yet failed to get autographed sia!!

there are a few problems that arose in the first place..

1) the place itself!! - making the queue so complicated, didnt noe where the hell to start queueing..

2) the security guards - i must say there are so few security guards and damn, wad they doing sia?!

3) the management people - why cant they entend a few more minutes?? me n sis are already nearing the god damn stage!! alot fans nearing the stage oso very very angry and sad loh!!

We spent hours queueing outside, exposed to the chilly air outside..

den when aftr how many hours, we finally managed to get inside the shopping center..

and its so near the stage!!

BUT BUT..

when we went inside, nobody, no security to direct us to where we are supposed to queue!!

everybody keep pushing and coming inside from all directions..

onli the people inside the barricades are safe..

but who the hell noes where to queue in to get inside the barricade!!

NOBODY from the organising party to direct us at all!!

as a result!!

girls are crying, fainting, some even tried to climb over the barricades sia!!

wa lau..

i clutched onto sis hand tightly so as not to get seperated..

a few times we almost got seperated sia..

very freaky..

our faces turned realli green sia..

FINALLY, some security came running and that's where all the scoldings and shoutings and screamings came abt!

AND AND..

thinking tt the problem would be solved,

WE ARE COMMANDED to get outside again!!

wad the hell!

made us go out in anthr exit to the loading bay area and we queued for anthr 1 hr plus..

sux, sux realli sux all sia..

and when we realli inside the barricade liao, saw the stage liao, so damn near liao!!

tts it, the session stopped!

wad the..

i've nvr liked cursing..

but i realli sweared lyk zillions times inside my heart..

of coz i dun swear in public..

whew~

well, i can understand tt feilunhai peeps are tired liao..

i can understand them sitting how many hours and signing..

but, its juz a disappointing ting since we are queueing wif our lives!

and i realli mean RISKING our lives loh..

the onli comfort me n sis had is we saw them at least..

YA LUN SO CUTE LOH..

WU ZUN SO SHUAI LOH..

ya lun's hairstyle so so cute sia..

he came over to our side and waved and kept smiling as he sang..

now! tt made me n sis hearts melt..

my console is that at least we DID saw them upclose..

kk~

super long blog today..

gtg~

do tag.

Labels: feilunhai's signature session..

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Saturday, January 27, 2007Y

27/1/2007, Saturday..

can you believe it???

its a Saturday and and..

IM IN CSC!!

sianz..

can realli be bored to death liao..

anw..

was supposed to meet JY for breakfast at BK in the morning..

yup yup..

guessed correctly..

i was Late as usual..

Mum didnt wake me up thinking its a weekend..

but i already told her i have school..

and she simply said: "Oh! i forgot!"

haha..

so im not the onli one hu is blurr..

blurr mother blurr daughter..

k la,

im S.U.P.E.R B.O.R.E.D now larh!!

gtg~

bye~

Labels: weekend boredom

ends at 10:08 AM

Thursday, January 25, 2007Y

25/1/07, Thursday..

it's the 2nd post for today..

a moment ago in sch, i was feelin happy to go home..

and in kinda gd mood..

but when i reached home..

its a different thing again..

funny how everywhere i go, there're bound to have pressure on me..

and yet again..

the thing that add on more load to my burden is still..

financial crisi!!

mum had tried to fork out as much as she can to provide us wif pocket money..

yah yah..

i noe how u ppl will tink why i keep sayin abt this..

lyk i purposely wanna tell the world that i needed money..

but in my blog, i write wadever i wan can..

so anyway..

i juz dun understand..

i dun even ask for wealthy and rich parents..

i dun ask to be rich..

i dun ask to live in a big house..

all i ask is juz simply my parents havin stable income flow..

all i ask is juz simply there's enuff money to pay for utilities..

all i ask for is to have enuff money to buy necessities..

oh boy..

how long can we last?

i noe my parents are trying very hard..

if onli i can do smth to help!!

if onli..

wadever~

ciaoz~

Labels: hard life...

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25/1/2007, Thursday

happy happy..

if "Happy" is a person...

wad's "Happy's" surname??

?????

????

???

it's "Li"..

coz..

"Happily".. (Ps: same sound.. - "Happy li")

haha..

no words can be used to describe the boredom we felt in CSC when we realli had nth to do..

Singtel ppl is BORED if there are no data to call..

Inbound team ppl is BORED if it's not their turn to do QC, SPSS, and no calls coming in..

so so..

the boredom results to us being entertained by "COLD" ppl inside..

its not that inside csc is not cold itself..

i mean..

the aircon is freezingly freezing!!!

haha..

woohoo~ going home reaL SOON...

approximately 45minutes and u'll find me lying at my bed..

probably sleeping or reading..

wadever it is..

going home soon..

kk..

ciaoz~

do tag=)

Labels: COLD day(s)...

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007Y

24/1/2007, Wednesday..

many thoughts and feelings came over me for the past few days..

been thinking alot alot..

certain things realli bother me very much..

fortunately i have my xiao shuo to pei me..

reading my xiao shuo makes me feel lyk being pampered again..

especially when it comes to reading it while listening to my fave songs frm my sony mp3..

damn..

i juz love those quiet times when im alone..

decided not to track back the past but to continue moving forward..

beacuse if i dun look back..

i dun have to face those bad times again..

looking back will onli add more agony to my pain..

my onli console now is to wish for more good times ahead..

so..

shall not dwell upon it anymore..

im an emo girl yet again today!!

ciaoz~

Labels: Reflections of feelings

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Monday, January 22, 2007Y

22/1/2007, Monday

its been quite some time since i last blog liao!!

anw..

here to update wad took place during the weekends..

20/1/2007, Saturday

went out with the OO6 gang to town!!!

wow~

its realli been a long tym since we last go out liao..

all of us were late but wen reached first..

poor wen have to wait for us..

went to shop around far east when it began to rain heavily..

den braved thru the rain to TAKA aftr tt..

went to orchard library to borrow books..

dunno why i didnt even borrow books b4 kena fined liaoz..

WTH~

went kino, shop shop around..

den went inside Isetan find bro..

aftr which went back home..

21/1/2007, Sunday

woke up late in the afternoon and watched "My Girl" wif sis..

very nice show..

mum called to tell us we going out..

so met my auntie, grandma and my lil cousins at grandma hous..

off to orchard..

ate tim sum at "Fortunate Restaurant" at Wisma Atria..

den went to taka find bro agn who was working..

while waiting for him to finish work,

shopped around..

helped my lil cousin, Angela to pick clothes..

and inside the changing room..

erm..

haha..

can onli say sis had a hard tym accompanying Angela inside the room..

went to eat some lil snacks aftr tt and met bro to go home..

haha..

sis took quite load pictures and a pic of my bro!!!

haha..

check it out at my links, Michaela..

i shall upload some pictures when i blog again next tym..

22/1/2007, Monday

am here in CSC again..

a boring start of the week..

but im feeling happy today..

wahaha, dun ask me why!! i oso not sure..

do tag~

ciaoz~

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007Y

17/1/2007, Wednesday

been blogging consistently the past few days liao..

haha..

im so so tired 2day!

was supposed to go and watch the superstar semi-finals wif a fren de..

but for some reason..

we cant make it 2day..

bleah~

and now im realli very tired since there's nth to look 4ward 2 aftr sch!

oh anw..

i woke up late again dis morning..

woke up the same tym as ytd..

so i took cab to Newton Mrt as usual and take mrt 2 sch!

omg sia..

cab fare to Newton is not very ex..

but but..

if this continue everyday..

im realli gonna be broke liao..

haiz..

its a tiring day 4 me 2day..

to rush to sch..

slept late last nite..

couldn't wake up in the morning..

oh my oh my!

hopefully it goes well in the afternoon..

kk..

i've got nth 2 do now..

but cant blog for too long..

ciaoz~

do tag..

PS: Jingyi, when i say do tag means leave comments, and not juz simply "i was here to tag.."

if no comments, den dun bother to tag..

get it??

haha..

bye bye..

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007Y

16/1/2007, Tuesday

holy holy..

i woke up damn late this morning sia..

was having this weird bizzare dream about how mum was forcing me to wear a pair of jeans and i so so refused!!

den den..

i woke up feeling angry and irritated..

that was when i found out it was juz a dream..

and!

its 7.40am liaoz!!!

its no-way i can reach sch on tym if i stil prepare the usual way to sch..

its no way i will take a cab all the way to sch since its so bloddy expensive..

and so..

brushed and get changed everything in 10 minutes time..

rushed down to take a cab to NEWTON mrt station..

newton mrt is nearer my hous and near yck..

plus, its cheaper to take a cab there den straight 2 sch itself..

reached Newton mrt at 8am and board the train to sch!

reached yck station at 8.17am..

wow~

efficient this way!

so i was not late at all..

and the cab fare to newton is $6.50.

would be 2 times the price if directly to sch..

okay..

Jin Fu and Kelvin took flexi at the same tym..

so all calls and e-mails would be handled by me aftr lunch onwards..

and i can tell you its alot more stressful 2day since there are so many visitors to CSC 2day!!

a bunch of people staring at me when im listening 2 calls and reading the e-mails...

but its sunshine aftr a storm now!

thx Ezza 4 helping me wif the call when i go on break..

haha..

oh oh..

and i heard there will be a buffet for all csc 1 and 2 peeps on the last wk of tep!!

come 2 tink of it..

i realli liked tep liao..

will miss tep and the days i spent there!!!

will miss BSU and CSC alot alot!!

haiz..

kk..

long blog 2day!

gtg~

do tag..

take care all my frens!!!

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Monday, January 15, 2007Y

15/1/2007, Monday
haiz...
it's the start of the week today again!
havin a bad hair day today as well..
so envy ppl hu havin block leave larh!
so miss BSU sia..
anw..
will be knowing my grades for previous round later on..
hopefully get a pass..
and the grade will not disappoint me..
am feelin quite sleepy today..
i do not noe the reason why..
but i cant get to slp last nite..
i tried to force myself to slp..
kept listening 2 the same song in my mp3..
but but..
i juz couldn't get to slp..
but rolled abt in bed..
den went out 2 watch tv wif bro, mum n sis..
bro so gd..
waiting 4 o'lvls result..
so no nid slp early..
watched finish liao..
went 2 bed agn arnd 3am but stil couldn't slp..
haiz..
finally slept arnd 4.15am..
sianz..
woke up at 6.45am 2day..
now im realli restless..
kk..
gtg~
do tag..
bye~

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Sunday, January 14, 2007Y

14/1/2007, Sunday..

super bored today!!

which is why i came to blog!

haiz..

y izzit always during one's free time..

will tend to tink alot alot..

rite now, im havin alot of thoughts..

tomorrow is another start of the week..

these few days keep raining even though its already january..

spring is coming soon..

anw..

the cold weather makes the CSC room so damn cold sia..

even wif a jacket on will stil feel the chills..

hmm..

am so crazy over this 3 songs rite now which i keep listening!!

Melissa sent me 2 of the songs..

Got the 3rd song frm sis..

all of which are sentimental love songs..

which is wad made me keep thinking and thinking..

realli full of tots..

haha..

the songs lyrics are so...

kinda made me reflect the past..

on my desires and made me realise my mistakes too..

probably i cant afford a relationship anymore i guess..

coz i realli dun have wad it takes..

thought of all these coz listening to the songs made me felt so..

well~

i'll juz be me..

a normal, lonely person..

kk..

shall blog again another time..

to all my frens who are havin projects or tests or wadever..

GOOD LUCK!!

TAKE CARE!!

bye~

ends at 10:58 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007Y

13/1/2007, Saturday

kk..

as requested, im updating my blog..

today supposed to have this inter-constituency road-run tingy..

basically means representing our CC to take part in a run..

but den..

it was an exception 2day..

i went to take my attendance and went away..

so which means, i did not run today..

im lazy to explain in details..

den aftr the whole run finish, hurried down to my paternal uncle's hous for a buffet..

celebrating my lil baby cousin's 1 mth b'day!

shes so cute..

anw..

ate loads during the buffet..

stayed for quit some time there and finally back home!

omg!

so suay..

actually weather was nice for my whole day out..

when finally reached home liao..

without any sound, it rained!

den have to walk in the rain home..

den..

my red sandals snapped..

its realli OMG! sia..

so i took my sandals out n walked bare-footed in the rain..

wow~

actually quite romantic oso..

haha..

except mum said it looked more lyk i shi lian le..

means lyk kena dumped by a guy tt kinda atmosphere..

haha..

kk..

shall blog again anthr day..

bye~

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007Y

9/1/2007, Tuesday..

Haha..

juz as i complained yesterday tt the day was so warm..

the weather is cool and misty 2day!!!

juz finished QC and got nth 2 do now..

dun ask me wad QC is abt..

juz some work in call center in which im lazy to explain..

okay, anw..

im feelin very gd 2day..

not the usual stressed and emo girl..

i do not noe the reason..

but but..

im juz relaxed larh..

hmm..

did i mention b4 tt i went 2 vivocity last wkends?

its realli been a fun day..

went wif my family members, grandma 3 fun fun uncles..

love all of them..

how fun are they??

well..

all my cold jokes are frm them..

now u noe..

kk..

back 2 topic..

ate haagen das in vivo..

the place is realli huge..

to conclude 4 2day..

im gg home soon!!

im feelin happy 2day!!!

bye~

ends at 4:57 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007Y

5/1/2007, Friday...

the time i start blogging now is 3:34pm..

will be going home real soon..

in less than 2 hrs tym..

hooray..

weekends are coming again..

a time for me or us to have a break..

gosh~

couldn't realli get 2 sleep last nite..

for dunno wad reason..

went 2 bed at 12am plus but actually slept at abt 3am..

thx mum for keep coaxing me..

haha..

coz i could not sleep..

kept pestering mum..

kept screaming n throwing temper..

guess i realli needed much comfort..

i even requested mum 2 sleep wif me..

hahaha..

go ahead and laugh all u wan..

but but..

we are still lil kids in parents' eyes wad rite?!!

so anw..

she didnt bother me much..

except she hear me whining and atlas gave me some encouragment words..

her words somehow managed 2 put me 2 sleep in the end..

rite now..

i realli miss home..

can't believe it?

well better believe it..

gonna take a long bath later on..

soak my whole head to toes until i feel shuang!

too bad if the water bills are gonna shoot..

im in need of such luxury rite now!!

certain tings seemed to perk me up a lil..

such as project superstar show!

DAREN rock..

not tt im biased..

but he's already got the hot bod and looks.

not 2 4get his charismatic performance on stage..

i mean..

hu can deny the fact tt he performed naturally on stage??

tts the spirit i realli admired alot alot..

hehe..

oh yah..

am stil havin diarrhea..

it realli sux alot..

hope can recover faster..

its been days..

kk..

long blog again 2day..

blog anthr tym..

ciao!!

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Thursday, January 04, 2007Y

3/1/2007, Thursday

hmm..

am realli realli bored..

coz finished wadever was supposed to do..

so end up nth 2 do 2day..

my diarrhea is on and off..

and it is realli killing me..

yet mum dun allow me to take another days's mc..

haiz..

anw..

talk abit abt ytd..

went 2 eat dinner at kopitiam at tiong..

was queueing when i saw smth realli horrible..

stalls after stalls are havin flood inside..

oh gosh!

dis rainy season realli caused many floods in many places..

even indoor foodcourt sia..

level 3 somemore..

diaoz!

halfway thru eating..

the whole kopitiam ji tao blacked out sia..

screams cumin out frm all stalls..

unlucky to those whose food is stil cooking when kena black out..

we are fortunate tt we juz started 2 eat aftr we bought our food..

whew~

but but.. the foodcourt damn efficient..

within minutes..

everything is resumed back to normal..

wad an amazing day at kopitiam..

rotting away rite now..

i tink if im wifout a blog rite now..

i might juz create one out of boredom again sia..

ji tao realli nth 2 do loh..

the whole room onli inbound ppl got nth 2 do onli..

others are chionging to make calls..

applause to those hu chiong very hard..

kk..

shall end here..

quite long blog agn 2day..

do tag aftr reading yeah~

a very late happy new yr 2 everyone!!!

ends at 1:14 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007Y

2007!!!

many tings happened the past few days..

had lots of laughters and pain..

so shall not talk more about it..

took mc 2day..

didnt go 2 sch..

was hoping to rest well my body as i fell a lil unwell..

updated my profile and made some changes..

as can be seen in the links..

re-arranged names according to alphebatical order..

its more organised i tink..

new year comes new resolution..

for me..

the one ting is to self improve and be more confident..

i noe recently been quite emo..

sometimes, there are people who realli can make u feel down..

they might make us feel hurt..

but..

everywhere we go..

it's always lyk this..

so its useless to argue back..

i dun force myself to become lyk them..

actually it realli comes from friends' encouragements..

"one can nvr go back and make a new beginning,

but one can always start frm now and make a good ending.."

prob to me, listening to music and writing helps alot!!

so tts basically what my resolution would be..

you can hate me or dislike me..

but u can nvr make me change frm who i am..

tributes to all my friends..

i love you all..

will never 4get each and everyone..

thx alot..

gtg~

do tag!!

ends at 7:18 PM