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Friday, March 30, 2007Y

hey hey..

packing up packing up..

OGL camp 2ml!!!

woohoo~

the facils are in a team!!

so fun can!!

well well..

guess all of us cant get 2 slp 2nite bah..

i gtg~

shall blog more abt it when i return..

ends at 12:35 AM

Thursday, March 29, 2007Y

i wanna buy TANK's album!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

although i have most of his songs..

but but..

i wanna own his album sia!!!

haiz haiz..

i wanna have his album..

but sis oso wan..

cant possibly buy 2 rite?!

wth~

bought her K one's album..

tinking she'll love it..

but she lyk no reaction wan lo..

waste our money sia..

and the ting is..

she lyk didnt even mention abt it sia!!

lyk how can?!

she shud be happy lo..

but look?!

hey!

she didnt even giv any reaction..

didnt even officially say thanks!

realli shudnt have bought her tt nor!

abit regret sia..

why?!

why do i hav such ungrateful sis sia?

so sad can..

at least giv some reaction lyk:

"oh, thank you!"..

or..

"realli??! thx!!"

wa lau..

she DIDNT even say anything!

nth at all sia..

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

and now i tell her if she dunno wad 2 giv me 4 my bday..

juz buy me TANK's album..

she simply juz said:

"eh NO! i wanna own his album.."

wth~

you tell me you tell me..

got such sis de ar?!

the more i tink abt it..

the more angry i am sia..

eh!!

MICHAELA..

if u ever see dis post..

dis is realli wad i wanna say lo..

i dun expect u 2 buy me tank's album..

but at least can u realli officially thank us 4 buyin u kone's album?

how sad can..

so hurtful can!!

and btw..

realli sorry abt the kbox thing larh!!!

ciaoz~

guess onli ya lun can brighten my life..

ends at 12:02 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007Y

hey hey..

its some time since i blog..

well well..

last few days are all abt doin projects n preparing 4 tests..

rite now im studying 4 cs written test 2ml..

hopefully, 2ml i noe how do bah..

anw anw..

nth has changed much in my life..

haiz..

its stil so boring..

oh, the onli ting i look 4ward is fri..

coz there is a lot of meanings..

fri is the last day of sch..

n it officially mark our last day of our yr 2..

and and..

fri will be gg kbox..

coz sis kept pestering me to bring her go someday..

i made a promise 2 her loh..

wahaha~

last wk for classical liao..

had BE roleplay dis morning..

tink our grp done quite ok bah..

except i kinda 4get some lines liao..

haha~

stil, its over liao..

kk,

here's a pic of ya lun!!!

(dunno wad's he lookin at..)

ends at 9:57 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007Y

24 March 2007..

my birthday on dis day..

woke up at 2plus in e aftn..

i noe its kinda late..

met yiyi n jess at citylink..

went 2 marina square 2 eat long jhn aftr tt..

xue is late as usual..

main point for the day is tt me n jess actually tinking of doing a lil business..

haha..

den we start 2 tink of ideas while waiting 4 xue..

many many weird n funny ideas..

den went walk arnd suntec coz yiyi n xue wan buy shorts 4 upcoming camp..

oh boy~

i so look 4ward 2 it lo!!

OGL CAMP, in juz a wk's tym..

haha~

kk, back 2 topic..

den we went 2 bugis 2 eat first den walk walk..

wanted 2 get a sandals.. but cant find an ideal 1..

took neoprints n went home aftr tt..

mum bought cake and so invited my cousins along 2 cut..

aftr tt watched "300" vcd..

(p.s quality not so gd coz.. chiong de mah.. haha..)

nt as gd as compared 2 e cinema!

woo~

kk went home and passed my birtday liao stil got ppl wished me..

haha!

rite? mr crapper?! mei you chen yi wan..

k lah, kidding n since i spelled ur name wrongly..

chatted on msn quite some tym b4 gg 2 eat supper..

aftr supper, watched "My Girl" vcd..

so nice loh~

aftr tt slept arnd 5 am..

which is why i was late 2 mit melissa the nxt day..

kk, ciaoz~

dunno whether i got upload dis pic b4.. but.. so shuai as usual..

ends at 5:30 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007Y

Counting down 2 my birthday..

in less than 10 hrs tym..its 24th..

my birthday..

haha~

lemme talk abt wad happened today..

its an "interesting" day 2day..

why so?!

coz i slept at 5am last nite..

and i woke up at arnd 10am..

coz woke up late, wasn't able 2 make it for the ogl briefing..

and couldnt meet yiyi on tym..

im so sorry abt tt..

stayed up late 2 do my stupid MMD ppt..

and then..

when i was finally on my way 2 sch..

jy called me n said smth tt shocks me!!

Our dateline for the personal selling report is T.O.D.A.Y!!

all my stuff are at home so i took train back frm tanjong pagar 2 tiong..

called mum 2 pass me e stuff..

im sorry abt tt oso..

she had 2 walk all e way 2 tiong n pass me..

anw anw..

i msg some othr csc ppl 2 tell them abt the due date..

junfu called back and tot i was kidding..

haha~

cant blame him, i will also dun believe de..

so anw, yeah, confirmed the due date..

rushed 2 free acess lab when reached sch..

start chionging the report

den chionging mmd as well..

finally finished everything liao..

and jess, xue, yiyi, mummy n jingpei actually had a mini celebration wif me as well..

they gave me smth tt.. tt..

deep down inside touched until cant say anything..

i hate dis kinda feelings..

coz i realli wanna say a loud "thank you!"

but, my throat got stuck..

i juz so hope it doesnt spoil their mood coz i dunno wad 2 say..

haiz..

tts y i say, i dun deserve at all..

for ppl 2 treat me so gd yet i always let them down..

i realli wanna be the old me again!

i realli wan everything 2 go back as normal..

but rite now..

for some reasons.. we can no longer go back..

i made a mistake on my part..

said smth i shudnt..

did smth i shudnt..

but yet i did it..

damn it, i juz so hate myself!!!

a long blog 2day..

well, im quite tired liao..

for now, i shall rest..

thank you so much my dear frens..

love ya all~

ends at 3:49 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007Y

juz came back home!!

firstly..

ok, i noe im abit upset abt my upcoming birthday..

but rite now..

i officially announced..

its over..

haha..

which means i will stay happy all e way until my birthday!!

yay~

anw anw..

had BPD written test in e morning..

followed by CS roleplay in e aftrn..

den aftr tt went out 2 watch 300 wif ting n shan..

300..

wad can i say??

ROAR~

its super super x 41528239.. nice can!!

wa lau..

m18..

hmm, got RA parts larh..

but actually tts not disgusting at all lorh..

ting n shan say tt e disgusting parts are the gore parts..

you noe..

where heads flew off, broken arms n legs, throats slitted..

and bla bla bla, more grossy stuff..

but but, e movie is more than juz gore n X rated ok?!

its abt the "nvr quit n give up" spirit that warriors had..

its abt teamwork and looking out 4 one another..

tts wad made the spartans in the movie strong..

its a sad yet touching ending..

in summary, 300 is nice!!!

oso, my 2 dear frens gave me a mini advance bday celebration..

they bought a slice of oreo cheesecake frm TCC 4 me..

n i so love wad they gave me can!

thx so much..

i lova ya all..

haha~

i had wonderful evening..

though im still late as usual..

hehe.. habits are hard 2 change..

whew~

thx 4 all the consolations in my tag board..

i realli appreciate all of them..

happy 2 have u all..

kk, shall end here..

i love dis pic can!! ya lun so cute lorh.. dun u guys tink so??=)

(erm.. dun mind the cai shen ye inside la hor.. haha~)

ends at 11:35 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007Y

4 more days to the big day!!

all may ask wad day?

well well.. its the day tt me, HO CHARLENE is born!!

haha~

but actually recently so many tings happened..

make my birthday a no-big deal..

its juz another ordinary girl..

celebrating her ordinary birthday..

and having an ordinary birthday celebration..

haiz~

seriously.. its ok if i dun get 2 celebrate..

i will not be angry..

coz no matter wad, im still older by a yr n no big deal..

cant possibly be if i dun celebrate i will not grow older bah..

rite rite??

so yeah~

plus plus.. i tink i dun deserve any1 2 giv me someting bah..

since i keep disappointing ppl these few days..

well, hopefully the nxt few days will settle my problems..

haha~

wads more my bday falls on icas week sia..

projecs, icas, tests..

blah blah blah~

haiz, so sianz~

anw anw..

went back 2 sch 4 a meeting ytd..

after tt went 2 eat mos wif some frens..

realli enjoyed myself alot..

etc.. etc.. etc..

ok ok, 4 now i cant upload any pics coz inconvenient..

later at nite online again den upload another ya lun pic..

kk, juz 4 now, tada~

(p.s im at a fren's hous studying.. my fren cooking wor.. haha~)

lalala..

ends at 1:38 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007Y

okay..

juz found out tt i didnt officially mention abt the change of blogskin..

credits 2 my sis larh!

tsk~

eh..

kei, u happy??!!

i thanked you sia..

anw anw..

1 hr 2 go b4 i gg 2 sch again 4 a briefing..

projects, tests n icas..

all cumin at once sia..

wa lau!

its realli juz lyk wad the previous batch said..

starting slack..

onli the last 2 wks very xiong!!

plus im so emo recently..

tink all the projs due n tests dates will wan my life sia..

how sia..

tsk, Tsk, TSK..

and my ya lun so emo oso..

my idol so emo..

as his fan..

of coz oso emo loh..

but i say 1st ar..

i dun LIKE emo ppl..

i ONLY like my emo ya lun~

lalala~

k la, nth 2 write liao..

so sian..

life is juz so boring..

we breathe everyday..

we slp almost everyday.. (well, some ppl dun nid de.. weird)

we eat everyday.. (except 4 those hu wanna jian fei.. -diao-)

e rest is either play or work.. work or play..

see?! so standard sia..

k la, i tink i starting 2 crap liao..

aiya, i juz hate myself 4 loving 2 crap sia..

see?! im crapping again..

kk, gtg~

tada..

bye..

再见。。

さようなら。。

my ya lun listening 2 music oso so shuai can!!

ends at 4:41 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007Y

whew~

tired..

shagged..

juz came back frm work at expo..

though tired, yet fun..

went crazy juz now..

melissa work at expo oso, hall 4..

im at hall 5..

den aftr work, went 2 find her..

we played this "ask for shuai ges' age game"..

haha..

and and it was super funny loh..

my turn..

melissa's new fren, Emilyn called a guy over..

guy: erm.. yes??

me: eh..

guy: yah?

me: erm.. can i ask u..

guy: ...

me: may i noe.. how old are u ar??

guy: oh..

guy: (showing a 2 sign wif his finger..)--> indicating he's twenty..

haha~

den he went back..

ok ok.. lame i noe..

but but..

it was funny larh!!

anw anw..

im feelin sad again..

dis tym round..

im actually feeling disappointed..

im starting to feel im drifting apart..

and im lost n forgotten..

haiz..

kk..

人身难得几回难过。。

可我真的好难过。。

为什么不管我说了多少次。。

但总觉得你们好像懂又不懂似的。。

我好伤心你们知道吗？？

你们真得懂吗？？

算了。。

ya lun ya lun ya lun~

ends at 11:49 PM

hey hey..

waking up 2 go work in less than 10 hrs tym..

2ml n sun will work at EXPO..

melissa oso working there but diff halls..

dunno whether will meet her not..

hopefully yes so got ppl pei me eat..

well, there's nth much 2 blog abt..

but i can see tt there's a series of "emo" events recently..

as in more ppl becoming emo..

so im changing a blogskin 2 change my mood..

aiyo, im not the onli emo one sia..

k bah..

祝福所有的朋友。。

要开心哦！！！

我也会尽量开心的。。

亚纶so shuai can!!!

[p.s i made a silly decision 2 add in a aaron pic aftr ever entry..=)]

ends at 1:52 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007Y

kk..

i noe i noe..

ppl has been askin me to stop being emo..

haha..

anw anw..

shall update wads gg on the past few days..

went for yoga n kickboxing lesson last mon.. 12/03/07

it was.........................................................

SUPER SUPER fun can!!

i enjoyed myself larh!

the yoga is enriching..

but the kickboxing is damn damn enjoyable..

wa lau..

i learnt how to defend myself..

so dun play play..

hu dares bully me, esp if its a guy..

u cham first! let me giv a warning b4 hand..

haha~

yoga is all abt learning 2 b flexible..

so muscles are FLEXED..

and the yoga instructor is funny lor..

"Relax ur body.."

"Relax ur mind.."

"Feel ur toes.."

...

den the kickboxing..

start off wif a Crazy legs stretching..

and i realli mean crazy!!

ask yiyi or xue or jy n u'll noe..

den den..

had fun learning the moves..

the seniors came beside us to teach n direct..

had fun talking to them..

had fun watchin them demo fight..

in simple words, had fun wif the seniors lah..

and jingyi so funny can..

she ji tao lyk robot loh..

see her box so funny loh..

made the seniors go crazy oso..

kk..

nxt day.. 13/03/07

went to NEW YORK NEW YORK to eat wif geraldine, charmaine, nana, mel n jy..

woa..

the portion so huge lor..

eat until so full sia..

heng i share wif jy..

den shop shop arnd b4 went home..

and 2day, 15/03/07

went 2 work on a "no-school day.."

sianz..

went expo work part tym..

2day to sun..

for the sake of $$

no choice, had to..

2ml will be a tiring day..

coz aftr sch go work liao..

n sch starts at 9am!!

haiz~

why is life so hard??

k la, i've updated the recent events liao..

well, gtg~

and thx for all the encouraging comments on my tagboard..

i thank everyone..

bye~

woot, here's anthr ya lun pic.. so CUTE~

ends at 11:23 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007Y

haiz..

these few days i lyk quite emo leh..

i dunno why oso..

1stly, im realli very sad..

i dunno why oso..

i have this empitiness feelin inside my heart..

n its gonna explode soon but i juz dunno why..

when i see someone sad, i wanted very much 2 console them..

and gave them my best wishes..

but sometimes, i needed these too..

and yet again, the question goes, why izzit i feel lyk tt??

for wad i needed console??

I JUZ DUNNO ALRITE?!

plus, my stupid brain is sooo useless..

i dunno why i have such poor memory, or rather no memory at all..

and yeah, lyk wad most ppl said "its not u dun use ur brain, is u dun even have 1"..

haha, i laughed off at this sentence coz i felt so so damn true..

but hey, i dun show my emotions doesnt mean i dun have 1..

nope, not blaming anyone, seriously..

but but..

juz let me be 1 emo charlene for 1 day okay..

i noe there are ppl out there oso feel the same..

the feelin of "why am i so useless??"

"why am i feelin left out??"

"why??why?? why??"

..............................

............

....

diff ppl see diff tings diff..

im tryin my best to be the usual me..

and ppl hu are reading this entry rite now..

u might wonder for wad i muz be so emo?

lyk so stupid being emo for nth..

i can only reply 2 u all tt, this is my blog n i say wadever i wan in my blog..

tts all 4 now~

gtg~

ya lun emo oso... haha~ same as me=)

ends at 11:56 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007Y

im realli realli bored now..

today is a realli boring day sia..

the 2nd entry 4 today..

i've got nth 2 do at home seh..

im a lil emo dis morning..

i dunno wads the reason oso..

haiz..

anw..

i suddenly feel lyk uploading most of the neoprints i taken..

i realised there are many many..

here goes.. enjoy~

p.s (all pics are past neoprints.. i didnt realli take neoprints these days liao..)

haha, no time finish writing oo4 n oo6..

down to oo5, where ju??

haha, i pressed wrong button n all decorations deleted..

1 picture i find very natural n cute..

random pic.. i look so nerdy sia..

can indentify whoes is whoes??

look at eewen!! so cute..

Charlie's angels?? nope..

1 of my fave pics.. thx 4 the "yummy" decos by xue..

counting down to 2007.. inside esplnade..

Jessie n me=)

Of coz stil got sec frens that i will never forget..

my sec sch buddies.. ting, me n shan!!!

then there's cindy as well..

ting n me=) a fren i wont forget..

mellie.. sending her off to japan dis day..

Back to some neorpints in 2006..

daddy- shawn n his 5 baos..

daddy acting cute..

where's xue??

well well, i tink i uploaded alot liao.. got tym den upload again bah..

i wanna end liao..

for now, shall upload a pic of ya lun again!!!

haha~ soooooooooooo shuai loh!!!
dun forget to read the chinese words below oso!!! its a tribute to all my frens!!!

sorry to those hu dun understand.. ask someone else or can ask me directly..=)

ends at 10:14 PM

好幸福。。。 a tribute to all my loved ones...

一个简单的祝福原来可以让心情好起来。。。

妈妈就是这样一直祝福我。。。无论我做什么事她都会祝福我好运，祝福我开心。。。

妈妈的每一句祝福话都能把我苦恼的心情变愉快起来，仿佛给我力量。。

非常感谢妈妈总是那么的疼我。。。

接下来，就是我的所有所有朋友。。。

很感谢有你们总是那么的在我身边陪我。。。

有的陪我哭过，笑过。。有的听我诉苦埋怨。。。

但不管怎样还是会待在我身边，等我心情变开心起来。。。

谢谢你们一直这样疼我。。。总是包容我，让我心情放松许多。

也让我知道我有很多人关心我。。

不需给我任何东西，只要一个简简单单的祝福。。。

~铃

ends at 4:24 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007Y

hey hey... the 2nd picture of ya lun!!! shuai~

today is the 2nd day back frm LTC..

the experience i had in LTC..

i faced tiredness, mentally n physically..

but i had fun and noe new frens as well!!

met my group the 1st day..

named "Stomers"

they are cool ppl..

got some super hyper de..

lunched in sch b4 setting off to campsite 2 settle down..

wad can i say?!

the new batch ogl wannabes are not quite responsive on the 1st day..

prob onli those loud ones are participating..

hopefully, 2nd day improved..

they showed imporvements in terms of cooperating wif one anthr..

but stil, they are quite not responsive to our PT instructor-Leong..

prob tts y he faced stress..

its ok, not his fault though..

had a misunderstanding when playing this game called "squeeze n spread"..

we fell and i got squashed..

many othr facils sitting on top of me..

tot i couldnt breathe..

but i hanged on..

haha..

fortunately, misunderstanding solved..

we were all dressed in red on the 1st day..

took dis pic frm xue's blog..

a pic of us discussing our campfire perfomances..

campfire performances by facils so so funny..

especially WINSTON.. haha~

"Jacko~ you noe you noe, Michael Jacko~"

didnt go 2 jam n hop coz acc xue..

and im tired to go oso..

woke up extremely early on 3rd day morning at 3 plus am..

played this game called "black market"

it was this day tt the new ogl wannabes realli showed teamwork and cooperation..

they improved much much more..

Im personally proud of them on the last day..

debriefed at sch b4 went to eat at Ajisan, J8..

with Xue, yiyi, Jamie, Scott, Dickson n Shachin..

home sweet home aftr tt..

bathed awhile den slp awhile..

woke up 4 sis b'day celebration..

had steamboat wif cousins, uncles n aunties at grandma hous..

fun fun..

but tired tired!!!

slept until lesson 4 nxt day..

replenised but was late 4 lesson.. haha~

watched "The Pursuit Of Happyness"

touchin movie

showed how to pursue one's happiness..

kk, ciaoz~

ends at 1:43 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007Y

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

my stomache feels lyk bursting sia..

the lunch at seoul garden really makes my stomach bloated lyk siao..

anw anw..

im at xueli's house rite now..

ar huh..

no joke..

stayin overnite at her house coz nid 2 reach sch very early 2ml for LTC..

woohoo~

except for the stupid bloated stomach tt made me wann puke so many times..

its realli fun!!

many thoughts flowed thru my mind the past few days..

guess tts why it's distracting me..

and made me "brainless" yet again..

haha~

kk, i realli dunno wad to blog abt liao..

so according to Jingyi..

She prefer lookin at pictures den words..

shall upload some pics b4 i left for LTC 2ml until Sunday..

isn't my Ya Lun so shuai?!

haha..

upload 1 1st..

will upload more when i get home n havin free tym..

haha..

gtg~

nite..

ends at 12:00 AM