Relaxing ...

Saturday, June 30, 2007Y

haha..

sometimes i realli tink..

maybe im not a gd person?

maybe im not an approachable person?

maybe im a very detestable person?

maybe im not the kind ppl likes 2 befriend wif?

maybe i realli dun have alot of frens lyk i used to tink?

or maybe im juz not appealing?

coz when im lonely..

i scrolled thru my hp..

den i found out a shocking discovery..

that is.. i dunno hu 2 find and talk wif..

i dunno hu is free 2 listen 2 me..

and i dunno hu is willing 2 go out and accompany me..

sad tt i onli have a few frens hu would accompany me onli when they are free..

sad but true..

i mean, not tt i cant go approach an aquaintance..

but it will be so weird if u go approach a not-so-close fren and said:

"hey, u free 2 go out wif me?"

"hey, erm, im bored and i have problems.. can i tel u?"

so weird rite??

i mean, they have their own close frens too, hu am i 2 them?

juz a fren..(no offence, realli.. i cherish all frens, juz tt we all do categorise them..)

ppl always say im friendly..

unfortunately, friendly not = alot of frens..

everytym i wanna "date" ppl..

they are so busy..

they have their tings 2 do..

but at times, they have ppl 2 accompany them..

so good for them..

not tt i mind at all..

but but..

tt left me so so lonely..

even my sis oso very unwilling 2 accompany me..

SAD!!!

4 so long, nobody jioed me out le..

as in practically jio me out 2 have fun and not juz accompany them go here, go there..

im always waiting for my buddies 2 date me out..

juz too bad we are all so busy now..

as we grow older and time passes so much..

it realli eat up alot of precious time wif frens..

gone were the old, fun school days..

haiz..

so, am i realli tt pathetic kind hu have onli very few frens??

hmm, if onli i have the super charismatic character kind..

that will do..

oh well, at least i got my videos, crunchyroll and youtube to accompany..

till then..

tada~

ends at 2:59 PM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007Y

hmm..
lots of projects and tests coming on its way..
but funny ting is..
im so lazy and hardly feel the rush 2 get tings done..
well well, such a "happy-go-lucky" gal these days..
but then again, can say im the last minute kind de bah..
oh well, sch starts le, holidays end le.. sadded..
went 2 sch as usual for lectures and tutorials..
oh, Emilyn wants me 2 upload some pictures we took...

a "victory" sign tt has been a habit..

"hey! are we trying 2 act cute here??"

she tried 2 kiss me...(err.. i seemed oblivious..)

Box her!!! hu ask her 2 kiss me??!! haha~

back to story!!! hmm, i tink im gonna study later le.. tink i realli can go bang wall le..

coz im such a slacker..

hu can save me???

and my mum juz told me something..

sometimes in life there are things or people hu will upset us..

very true indeed..

they might not noe tt ure hurt..

they might not noe tt their ations speak a thousand words..

so its realli useless to tink so much abt it..

so wad if ppl don't lyk u??

so wad if the guy u lyk dun lyk u??

so wad if ure frens treat u in a way u feel left out??

so wad if ppl backstabbed u??

i mean, yeah, definitely it hurts..

but we cant let such tings bring us down!

tink too much will onli stress ourselves more..

which is why, ppl hu are very open abt such tings, they let it all out..

my mum said i tend 2 let it all out at once tts why im so brainless now..

well, quite true at times..

so..

im gonna be a happy girl now and enjoy my videos!!!

ciaoz~

ends at 7:13 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007Y

i wanted 2 upload the pictures i took during yiyi's b'day celebration last Monday de..

but 4 certain reason, im unable 2 do so..

will do it some othet tym..

anw, we celebrated yiyi's b'day at kbox..

and i had a wonderful tym there..

we all enjoyed loads!!

anw, i watched Fantastic 4 le..

figured since nobody date me out, i shall date my family!!

went wif my aunt and lil cousins..

they are so cute when they get excited during the movie..

ok, i totally enjoyed myself during this holidays and practically didnt do anything yet..

im realli a huge slacker sia..

guess i shall do start on some projects some time on 2ml or sun bah..

but first, 2ml shall pei shan go see the boy grp- Su da lu at bishan..

so might be enjoying myself again!!!

den sch starts on Mon!

super sian lor..

holidays passed so quickly..

and and..

im feelin sucky now..

coz mum is giving me the cold shoulder..

shes apparently pissed by me n sis..

but stil, shes realli pissed dis tym round..

crap, and its so late le shes not back frm work yet..

usually she reach home at 9.30pm-10pm

now is.. nearing 12 midnite..

hopw things will turn out fine..

haiz~

gtg~

ciaoz...

ends at 11:45 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007Y

arghhhhhhhh..

im feeling shitty rite now..

especially my throat..

tink i gonna have sore throat soon..

which i so so gonna cry..

coz 2ml gg k box..

wif xue, jess, yiyi n gang..

i wanna sing sia!

TSK!

so suay de..

haiz..

i muz realli pray hard tt i wont kena sore throat/ lost my voice..

anw.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all daddies..

my dad too=)

sianz..

the month of June is realli a tough month for me..

been sick most of the tym..

plus, even though its holidays, cant enjoy much due to projects..

and once the project tingy starts, i have 2 burn midnite oil again..

and when i do so..

i cant rest well my body..

i tink im gonna die of fatique le..

sianz..

no wonder i can nvr recover fully..

well well..

suddenly i missed my frens..

my sec sch frens..

and frens i didnt see 4 a long tym le..

and and..

i wanna watch Fantastic 4!!

anybody wanna 'date' me out for the movie??

haha..

and im pretty sure many ppl noes my fave boy this season!!

even his side views are shuai!!

see wad i mean??? how can someone be so shuai sia?

kk, ciaoz~

ends at 5:06 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007Y

STUPID CHARLENE..

quick! shoot me, beat me, slap me, kill me..

why am i so stupid sia??

i lost my hp again..

YET AGAIN..

and to tink tt this hp is new..

why?? why izzit always me??

it didnt seem to happen to my sis, didnt seem to happen 2 my bro..

worst still, didnt even happen 2 my mum or dad!!!

ONLY ME IN THE FAMILY tt keeps losing things..

i realli feel so guilty towards my parents sia..

i realli dun wanna tings 2 turn up this way..

it seemed im juz not a good daughter..

not a good child..

i didnt give them anything, didnt make them feel proud..

instead, i keep disappoint them!!!

sianz~

so i cant be contacted frm 2day onwards..

realli stupid, clumsy and brainless me..

sometimes i realli hate myself!!!

ends at 7:05 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007Y

aiyai..

went out wif my family 2 tiong juz now..

and then!!

i was sick yet again..

im having diarrhea again sia!

damn shitty can??!!

i tink my stomach is real weak..

coz i didnt realli eat any fried/oily food le..

plus, i tink i cant take milk too..

coz everytime i drink milk, i feel tummy upset..

but den, i shudnt be tt bad 2 cause diarrhea rite?

unless, it realli contained smth im allergic to bah..

anw, i tink aftr chiongin 2 e toilet 4 quite some times..

im feeling better le..

hope i can be better 4 2ml's outing!

well, was tinking of gg 2 japan!!

my uncle juz told me..

that if i ever had the chance 2 go, he's willing 2 sponsor me go 1st..

den when i found a work, i can pay him back slowly..

does tt sound familier??

definitely is!- i juz did a project on sponsoring students 2 overseas attachment..

haha..

anw anw, abt the japan trip, im seriously planning..

hope can find tym 2 plan everything out!

well then..

for now, gtg~

ciaoz~

ends at 9:23 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007Y

whew~

finally finally..

HOLIDAYS!!

wahaha~

funny how time realli flies sia..

haiz..

sianz..

even though i wanna fully enjoy this 2 wks holidays..

have loads projects due when sch reopen!!

S.I.A.N.Z...

haiz..

but but..

shall enjoy myself for a few days 1st!!!

hehe..

oh, watched Ocean's 13 2day wif emilyn n huifen..

coz wanted 2 find ppl go out..

but all busy le..

how nice of them 2 let me join them=)

and i love the movie!!

brad pitt is real hot..

well, the other characters oso very cool..

but as to Matt Damon... got nth 2 say..

haha~

and im fully recovered le..

so once again, thx 4 the concerns=)

well then, gd luck to everyone..

those on holidays..

jio me out sia..

im bored..

nobody date me so sian de..

kk, gtg~

ends at 10:46 PM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007Y

The past week im feeling realli sick..

and its lyk hell for me..

its going 2 be tough for me this whole week as well..

haiz..

let me giv a brief background of wad happened ytd!

ytd morning, lil charlene woke up for school as usual..

she was happily eating her cereal breakfast wif milk..

yummy~

den she left home happily..

was okay in the mrt..

reached yck..

lil charlene starts to feel a lil uncomfortable..

so she walked slowly 2 school..

once reached the fountain, near school gate..

lil charlene is in pain..

and she feels lyk crying..

finally rushed to the toilet..

face greenish..

sick..

vomit all weird liquid out..

den stomach having cramps..

tts when the diarrhea starts..

lil char was late for class, so she tried 2 rush..

but failed.. no energy le..

called mummy frantically!

but nobody answered..

called home panicky!!

but phone was engaged..

so, lil char decided to take cab home..

once at home..

mummy was shocked..

lil charlene looked real bad, feeling real bad..

no choice, brought her 2 a clinic..

and and!!

it was CLOSED!

opened onli at nite..

so waited n waited..

when finally sees doc, had a fever..

"You had stomach infection!!"

so was given 2 days MC..

but lil charlene had 2 go sch the nxt day coz got presentation..

and it was done dis morning..

tink we did badly though..

home now..

end of story~

whew~

long story..

i appreciate all the concerns given 2 me..

thx so much for those hu asked n cared..

well, gtg chiong my PS report le..

bye~

P.S im feeling better now..

and and.. my story sucks i noe..

haha~

ends at 5:02 PM

Friday, June 01, 2007Y

hey hey..

went 2 sch 2day 2 do project..

was 1 hr late..

all coz i overslept!!

im so sorry ppl..

realli realli very sorry..

gd ting tt we finished the proj le..

whew~

1 down, 1 more 2 go n 1 more test nxt wk!!

met my freshies in sch again..

they gave me this very nice card..

i love it loads..

(i put it on my pillow!! look! looks lyk there's a bear beside my card..)

(this is how it looked lyk when i lifted up..)

(their messages inside!!!)

heard it was already made on their 1st day of school..

im super happy lor..

thx alot guys!!

appreciate the artwork!!

anw anw, aftr which went sing k wif emilyn n huifen..

my sis came 2 join us later on..

den went find mum for dinner at nite..

reached home n watched "Ouran High School Host Club"

a damn nice anime!!!

MUST WATCH..

damn nice damn funny..

oh, and i found out that i love seeing homos..

as in 2 guys being very close behaving lyk gays..

but actually they juz care 4 one another..

watch the anime n u'll ove the twins..

and u'll get wad i mean!!

till den..

tada~

ends at 11:46 PM