Relaxing ...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008Y

haiz haiz...

i noe seeing me type my complaints realli very sian le..

but i realli got loads tings 2 complain mah..

first and foremost..

of coz is projects rite?!!

if not wad do u tink is the main reason to cause stress for students?!

projects still okay!

the 2nd killer is the due dates and datelines itself..

the 3rd is... everyone sure will agree wif me..

of coz is the word limit larh!!

freaking irritating to edit edit...

coz of word limit muz cancel tis n tt..

got no choice but to hack some realli impactful words..

seriously..

there shudnt ba any word limit to projects at all lor..

coz it will compromise the quality of the work lor..

tsk tsk~

anw anw..

lets change e topic bah..

recently..

im freaking scared of somebody larh..

erm..

i dun wanna name him/her..

coz i scare tt person got read my blog..

haha..

hu noes.. "you" are reading it rite now..

anw..

i still wanna say..

tt person makes me shiver.. makes me quirk..

gives me a very freaki feeling..

im sure some of u noes hu im referring to..

PLS!!! dun identify tt person n name tt person in my tag board..

coz its realli personal..

so pls okie?!

and and..

dun even mention tt person name to me le can ma??

dun always make fun of me n tt person le can ma??

coz its realliiiiiiiiii x 23639164894502... freaky..

and i dun like it!!!

whew~

hopefully i can live my life less frightening..

hehe..

ok, then..

im stil in sch now..

haiz... nid go do some stuff le..

BYE BYE~

do tag~

ends at 8:22 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008Y

i suddenly go this lil message i wanna say..

dun ask me wad im referring to..

anw anw..

im feelin so confused..

sometimes in life..

humans tend 2 be so selfish..

mouth keep saying will "forget.."

but actually ur heart still remembers..

oh well...

im juz amazed and confuse at e same tym..

of how confusing the human heart actually is..

hmm... i noe!

maybe my sis noe..

haha.. (she bio student..)

oh yah, those hu noe, enlighten me yeah!!

Its gonna be 26th Jan soon!!!

happy birthday to YOU in advance!!!

hehe~

ends at 6:03 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008Y

i dunno wad happened 2 my blog sia..

how cum ppl cum my blog always see 1 entry b4 de n not the latest de..

anw anw..

got loads projects n stuff to do le..

yawn...

sianz....

random entry..

ends at 11:08 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008Y

haha..

hehe..

looking thru my contacts in my hp..

i suddenly got dis urge to change the names of my frens in my contacts..

"My lovely Xiao Cai.."

"My lovely Mellie.."

"My dearest Jess.."

"My dearest Xueli.."

"My dearest yiyi.."

e rest... im stil tinking of wad to write..

haha..

coz its impossible for me 2 include so many "My" rite??

lyk tt how can..

later all my contacts i wan find someone..

so many categorised under "M" letter sia..

hard to find..

erm..

and for e rest whom i didnt changed ur names..

doesnt mean ure not important..

haha.. u're still are alrite??

juz tt i prefer ur names to remain as they are..

that is.. till i found a suitable name to name u!!!

haha..

In sch 2day..

super tired..

went early 2 do HRM..

had fun discussing the skid.. so funny..

but coz too tired le..

e rest of e day..

i was in a,

"don't talk 2 me, i wont answer u" kinda mood..

coz my eyes are wide opened..

but my brain function is shut!

put it simply, "Brain dead"..

and u noe how when someone gets too tired..

tt person will suddenly become 'high'..

and a fluctuating energy level..

low..low..high..low..high..low.. HIGH!! (a moment ago..)

and then... LOW.. low... low..... Zzz

tts it.. im gg 2 slp le..

so yup..

bathe n sleep!!

buai~

IMC- THURS!!!

ENTRE TEST- FRI!!

ends at 10:56 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008Y

i dunno why...

but im feeling so angry...

feel lyk shouting...

feel lyk slapping someone...

juz feel lyk vending my anger!!!

tired of all these..

life in NYP is so tough!!!

aren't we humans??

don't we need to rest??

im sure there's a better way of scheduling our modules, attachments, projects and

tests' dates rite??

im sure there's a better way of us learning while we have enough rest rite??

i seriously tink tt the school shud look after the needs of us students better..

im so tired...

and im getting sick more often than b4..

yes, its true tt its for our own good..

its true tt this is to better train us..

but we are still humans afterall..

and humans need to have a balanced play and work time!!!

certainly we need enuff tym 2 breathe..

and not cramped everything for us..

whew~

vented enuff..

i gtg rush my projects le...

all e best to all!!!

ends at 10:14 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008Y

haiz haiz...

so busy until cant even breathe??

so busy until no time for entertainment??

so busy until... cant even accompany me??

me and my wishful thinking..

longing for smth tts so unreasonable..

but during such tough times..

cant i be unreasonable??

during such tough times..

cant i have all the company frm the world??

during such tough times..

cant i take my own sweet time, one step at a time??

i noe its impossible..

coz the thought itself is impossible..

recently all my dreams dashed..

juz lyk all dropped down onto a long long well..

tt i cant go n retrieve it back..

but i can onli see it happen, and do nth..

sad reality..

but its something tt we have to face almost everyday..

i hate this feeling..

i hate this feeling of misery..

i hate this feeling of wanting smth but cant get..

hate this feeling of reaping no reward after my hardwork..

hate this feeling of being unreasonable..

ok ok.. Ariens love to read too much and tink too much into things..

guess tts y we are so unreasonable..

guess tts y we dun like the feeling of losing smth..

guess tts y we dun like to admit tt we hate losing..

guess tts y we tend to care more of what we will get than what we wanna give..

Ariens can lead, can be passionate and ambitious..

but we r stubborn in nature..

Im not only dumb..

but im also stubborn..

"great"..

lyk i like it..

arghhhhhhh..

im going crazy..

realli crazy..

i need my holidays...

i need my time to rest..

ends at 10:17 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008Y

im feelin terrible since ytd..

but den..

a moment ago DBSK brighten my day..

haha..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pV44BUFBy1k&feature=related

check out this variety show hosted by DBSk themselves..

for this link, Hero is the host..

and seriously i tink tt if he wans to expand his career in the industry..

he can go host a program or variety show sia..

we have one ting in common..

that is..

we both talk alot alot..

anw, there are 5 parts in this variety show..

every part got about 4-5 sub parts..

and the 1st part is the link above..

which is hosted by Hero...

so ppl lyk me hu feel bored or sad or terrible..

the above link shud be funny enuff 2 light up ur day..

BUT OF COZ.. its mainly for DBSK Fans..

im onli sharing it 2 frens hu noe hu they r n have free tym 2 surf youtube..

ok..

gtg...

bye~

ends at 9:58 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008Y

disappointed..

sad..

nvr would i succeed..

sux big time..

wanna cry...

so unfair..

so NOT fair!!!

pissed..

gotta go...

ends at 11:48 PM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008Y

DARK CLOUDS AND RAINY DAYS...

i love rainy days..

for some reason,

i tink that rainy day gives me a very comfy feeling..

not the feeling u get when u tug under ur blanket..

not the feeling u get when u snug in bed...

i love rainy days coz...

i........ juz love rainy days...

haha..

it may sound weird..

but dun u feel that such works of mother nature is so amazing??

oh..

and another thing..

i love aeroplanes too..

don't u tink tt such heavy thing can actually fly??

isnt it amazing??

huh? huh?

im amazed by these kinda tings..

though i noe tt the aeroplane is the work of humuns..

but still..

oh well..

anw anw.. back to rainy days..

Rainy days makes me sad for some reason..

Rainy days make me feel lonely for some reason..

Rainy days make me feel like crying and smiling at the same time for some reason..

Rainy days make my day for some reason..

Rainy days remind me of my loved ones for some reason..s

and..

Rainy days make me wanna write such things in my blog n diary for some reason..

AS TO WHAT IS THE "for some reason.."

i realli dunno..

i cant provide any answers..

coz i cant find it in my dictionary..

i cant find it on the internet..

and my mum nvr told me about it b4..

haha..

for those hu read my entry 2day..

do tag n tell me how u feel yeah??

hmm.. maybe it gave me a melancholy feelin??

help please anyone??

oh well..

im tired le..

tata~

mata ne..

oyasumi =)

ends at 11:36 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008Y

YAWN................................................

so tired sia..

less than 8 hrs of slp for 2 days..

so tired.. so shagged..

and these few days keep raining oso..

and im drenched more than once on my way home le..

so tired sia..

anw anw..

JY gave me a feilunhai cd and files!!!

she said its for my birthday present in advance..

realli very advance sia..

haha..

but tx anw..

i love it loads..

July yeah~

well, hopefully in the nxt few days i can rest well..

good nite then..

tada~

ends at 11:51 PM

Sunday, January 06, 2008Y

hey hey...

im making plans rite now...

looking 4ward to July...

haha..

shall be a wonderful memory for me..

hehe..

anw anw,

DBSK is love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i juz love my com n youtube rite now..

thx 2 youtube tt i can watch hero 24/7..

haha, juz kidding...

juz to update ppl on how my life is like..

im facing tremendous stress rite!

from projects of coz...

aye aye..

hale projects.. hale projects..

anw anw, final year final sem le..

frm wad im advised..

we shud learn to take a step at a time..

so so..

im takin a step at a time rite now..

hehe~

anw anw, some random pics of DBSK!!!

and for pleasing JY.. this is for u... yunho, u-know

not enuff jy??? here's max...

and i juz found out smth... i love Xiah Junsu too!!!!

he's sooooooooooo adorable!!!

cutie Xiah Junsu...

more...

Xiah Junsu!!!

p.s meli... isnt he cute??? haha..

nxt up... Hero madness...

more...

Hero and Xiah... (cute...)

and then lastly... a group picture...

xiah.. micky.. Hero.. Max.. U-know

haha... okie okie~

hope u enjoyed e pictures..

shall upload more nxt tym =)

gtg...

good nite~

ends at 1:24 AM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008Y

ok...

and i tot my com is literally revived..

but obviously, it stil has a bit of "flu"..

some things on my laptop is malfunctioned.

some buttons guai guai de..

my touch pad n pointer not working le..

can onli use the mouse..

lyk isnt tt cool enuff..

haiz..

tomorrow got crm test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good luck to all hunks n babes..

so bored..so bored..so bored..

bored of studying..

holiday's not holiday for me/us at all..

sianz..

anw anw..

everyone's mugging for crm test 2ml i guess..

but i dun feel lyk studying le sia!!

brain juice left a few drops onli..

fortunately i got my youtube again!!

hooray~

jaejoong hours~

can never get tired of him =)

can never get enough of him =)

kk, gtg..

happy mugging..

"Best way to reduce stress is by listening to music!!! better still, listen to DBSK songs!!!"

lalala...

ends at 9:22 PM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008Y

WELCOME YEAR 2008!!

hey hey..

its the new year alrite..

and yup, as can be seen frm the number of times n how frequent i update my blog..

there's onli 1 conclusion:

im too bored..

and i cant go to slp..

haiz..

btw, the above picture is of me, meli n jy..

drawn by meli's sister..

but i added in the color..

yah, its ugly i noe..

anw, tts not the point..

point is,

im juz finding smth 2 do at dis time of the day..

new year new beginning!!!

lets hope it will be a nice year for me..

though not a good beginning coz within first wk of sch reopen..

got test n projectdue le.

S.U.P.E.R S.I.A.N.Z!!!!!!!!!!

oh well, my mum is shouting 4 me to off my com n go 2 slp le..

so i gtg~

good year ahead to everyone..

and thx for reading~

tada~

"HEYPII NEU YER... SARANGHEYO!!!"

ends at 3:27 AM