A realli random n boring entry 2day..
if ure not interested in boring stuff..
u can choose not 2 read..
Alot of people encourages me..
and told me 2 look on the bright side of life..
people say..
at the end of a long dark tunnel..
there will always be an exit..
where u will see the lights again..
for every human being,
their lives will start to diverge at certain age..
that's when u'll meet lots of obstacles..
barriers to life..
but when will i see my light at the exit?
maybe my tunnel is realli long..
tears are no longer enough 2 help me shed some burden..
why cant i have a better life??
when can i allow my parents 2 live a better life?
why izzit tt coz im the eldest, i have 2 let??
why izzit tt coz im the eldest, i have 2 sacrifice tings tt i like..
for tings tt i dun like..
juz 2 make others happy??
why izzit tt i have 2 bear the biggest burden frm the family..
coz im the eldest??
why cant my parents have good luck?
why cant good luck befall on us??
why izzit tt i can never accomplish smth great?
why izzit tt i always complain?
why izzit tt im so irritating?
why do i always behave so emo-ly?
why do lives in drama always appear 2 be better than real life?
why izzit people cant go thru wadever it is in dramas?
why izzit tt people always dun understand me tt well even though they claim they do?
why izzit tt i always fail 2 express how i feel and cause a problem instead?
why izzit tt i always dun mean wad i said but i stil said it out?
why izzit tt conversations wif my mum always end up a quarrel?
why izzit tt i always didnt get wad i wanted coz i nvr had good luck?
why izzit tt even though i always complain abt my family members yet i dun realli wan 2 badmouth them?
why izzit tt even though i hated backstabbers, but sometimes i tend 2 do so too??
and i realli hate myself 2 be in the same actegory as them..
W.H.Y??
why izzit tt 2day's entry is an extreme case??
wads happening 2 me....??
like i said, its a boring n random entry..
for those hu read till this far..
i thank you for tt..
haiz..
ciaoz~
ends at 12:15 AM