im in2 the 2nd wk of my uob temp job...
so far, work was fine.. except it comes in bulks everytym...
the people are nice too.. at least, the people around me are..
the working enviroment is so 'office like..'
my desk area is super spacious..
and the view out of my window is 'breath-taking...'
coz i can see the entire sentosa island!!!!!
the toilets are so beautiful...
so poshy wif black n marbles as the theme..
and we have a vending machine tt doesnt require any coins at all!!!
the journey to work is okay..
though i have 2 walk some dist 2 my bus-stop..
e journey 2 my workplace is short..
8.30 start work, i woke up at 7.15..
haha.. coz journey quite short mah..
haiz..
admist all these..
im stil feeling unhappy..
coz i dun tink i liked such a lifestyle..
work til 6pm.. go home eat dinner...
sleep at 11.30pm den wake up early again nxt day..
so 'routine-ny...'
a.k.a no life...
i so wanna go on holiday..
and everyone arnd me is gg!!!
nobody ask me join them =(
and ive got nobody 2 accompany..
mummy onli allow me 2 go if ive at least a fren joining me..
she doesnt wan me 2 be alone in a foreign country..
even though she allow no matter where i go...
and i HAVEN got my pay..
so long le...
tsk!!!
still waiting..
everytym i see someone arnd me get 2 go holiday..
i feel so sorry for myself..
coz i noe my mum will try all means n ways 2 giv me money 2 go..
but i dunwan 2 leave wif guilt..
and i feel tt im sucha let down 2 mummy..
she took care of me so well..
and gave me all tt she could..
but til now im stil so 'un-acomplished..'
have not achieved anything 2 make her happy b4..
wonder if i could at all..
life is juz so unfair..
the same kind of people..
gets a different kind of fate..
and have differet kinds of luck..
and PEOPLE PLS TAKE NOTE..
my mobile is out again..
no money pay hp bills..
can onli receive incoming calls..
so if i didnt reply ur msg..
its coz... i cant..
when can such a problem stop?
why til now.. our family stil faced such a situation???
haiz..
life is indeed...
unfair...
Labels: a life full of desires doesnt exactly giv u the life u wanted at all...
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