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Monday, August 25, 2008Y

有时候我难过生气

你总有办法逗我开心

依然清晰回忆里那些曾经有笑有泪的光阴

我们的生命先后顺序在同个温室里

也是存在在这个世界唯一的唯一

未来的每一步一脚印

踏着彼此梦想前进

未来的每一步一脚印

相知相惜相依为命

在我未来生命之旅

要和你同手同脚同走下去。。。

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008Y

The once familiar person i noe inside me is drifting away...
and i juz freaking hate myself for becoming someone i dun even noe...
is it realli true that things n people do change?


As the clock is ticking the seconds away...
Things, are never the same anymore...
i dun wanna continue wadever ive done b4...
coz i dun wanna become tt kinda person i'd hate...
So, right nw i shall look ahead...

Anw anw...
im starting 2 doubt my working abilities...
haha...
coz im making mistakes the whole day 2day...
and for the 1st tym ever,
one single transaction, i had to re-do it 3 tyms...
goodness...
and for the 1st tym ever,
my nice colleague scolded me =(
she scold me in such a serious way tt im so shocked..
not tt i dunno shes serious at work...
but seriously speaking, i almost cried out...
but den aftr tt, we 'patched' up...
was a major relief 2 me...
i hope 2ml, no misatkes for me...

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Saturday, August 16, 2008Y

Nobody can understand wad each n every other is going thru...
Yes, we may not understand n feel the same way as others..
i noe i might have neglected this part,
and some people may feel this way..
but im also goin thru something tt wad others cant understand...
So, i guess...
its fair... right??!
I juz didn't noe that...
Frenships can realli be so brittle afterall...

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Saturday, August 09, 2008Y

i dunno wad 2 say...

y are 'we' humans, so good at pretending??

pretending tt we care...

pretending tt we wanna share...

pretendng to be nice...

pretending, pretending, pretending...

Human natural instinct??

i do not noe..

sometimes i hate myself..

hate myself for pretending tt im okay..

hate myself tt i can accept certain fact...

hate myself tt when i say "i can understand".

when actually i dun understand at all..

hate myself for being nice 2 ppl whom i can complain abt 2 other ppl..

then again, its not my style 2 scold ppl..

its not my style 2 embarrass or hurt ppl straight at their faces..

and i dun have the ability 2 argue back..

and im sure all my frens noe this..

and seriously,

after reading this blog entry..

and u start 2 hate me..

go ahead.. im fine..

since.. recently ive had the feeling of "not needed.."

its national day 2day..

tt explains my confessions..


haiz..

sometimes i feel lyk being a robot..

w/o feelings..

den i dun need 2 pretend..

den i wont hate myself for pretending..

den i will juz shut down when my circuit is out or something..

den i can come back again when someone else fix me up..

no sweat.. no pain..

and its not tt i dun have confidence in myself..

juz tt, when i realised tt im no different frm those i criticized b4..

i feel... horrible 2 a large extend...


Humans...

indeed...

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO CAI!!!

happy birthDay to YOU...

happy bIRTHDAY to you...

happy BIRTHday to yOu...

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To YoU..

may you be happy everyday=)






















im tired...
im restless..
i have enuff...
ciaoz~

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