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Sunday, November 30, 2008Y

I just threw my temper at my mum again..
I know i shouldn't have..
Much as i know being nasty to my mum is the last thing i should ever do..
I still did it..
and i really pissed her off..
and now im regretting it big time..
Sometimes i don't know why im so childish.
Even my younger sis n bro scolded me for behaving so childlike..
Had to admit that,
at times, they do behave and think more mature than me..
I just cant control myself..
No matter how hard i tried,
they don't and never see me as a senior..
even my cousins are more adult-like than me..
Kept hearing people say that its good coz i won't look aged..
but im having a hard time that they won't be able to understand..
And now, i don't know how to make up with my mum..
Haiz...
so much for throwing temper at something so small a matter...
freak me~

ends at 6:18 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008Y

Lost any sign of happiness the past few days...
its a tough ride and there are lots of problems coming my way as well as my family's way...
been numbed by the feeling of being ignored...
Friends that stick through thick n thin?
Friends who will always be there when i needed someone?
I guess, not anymore...
and i guess, i never will have any close friends in my entire life...
Im just such a loser...
I have such a failed n misery life...
Nothing is more important than the health of my family right now...
and i wont berate or complain anymore..
I just hope to be able to live through whatever it is right now...
pls... be safe...

ends at 7:33 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008Y

HIDDEN TALENTS...
love watching animes???
especially in Japanese?
then have you ever wonder who are the ones that voices behind those anime characters??
fyi, these voicers are known as "Seiyuu.."
These people took voicing anime characters as their occupation..
and there are several amazing people among them.

HOWEVER,
their looks are most of the time unexpected..
for example, a kawaii voice from a cute anime female can actually be voiced by a 30plus woman..
or, a very low n deep voice from an elder male character is acually the voice of a teenage guy...
that is why it is so full of unexpectedness...

SNEAK PEEK!!!
ive recently fell in love with this particular 'seiyuu'..
hes considered 1 of the top notch seiyuu around, winning a rookie n freshman award juz after his debut...
And his big name is... MIYANO MAMORU...

At times, he has a cool character



Most of the time, he is cute...



Usually i juz watch anime lyk the norm..

whereby ignoring the actual credits behind the scenes..
and then im recently so in love wif the anime "Vampire Knight",
and fell in love with the character that Mamoru voices for...
its uber mesmirising...
And he's super well known too..
For anime watchers, you should be familiarise with him.
He's voiced for numerous anime characters and among which,
being the more popular ones include:

Tamaki(Club's president)- Ouran High School Host club
Light Yagami(Kira)- Deathnote
Death the Kid- Soul Eater
Zero Kiryuu- Vampire Knight
Setsuna f. seisei -
Gundam
and soooooooooo many more...

hes got a very attractive voice as well as a pleasant outlook..
An additional pluspoint is that he can sing too!!!!
Recently, he sang the opening song for 1 of the Dynasty Warrior game..
Those that played PS, should be familiarised wif Dynasty warrior.
(Im not going into details about it.)


Mamoru's talent enabled him to be hired by KOEI entertainment as one of their main voicer for their RPG games...
fyi, KOEI entertainment is one of the big players in the gaming industry..
if u played playstation, then you should know...
Miyano's also a very chummy guy, usually the clown in the class during high school time...

So, people...
do look out for him n many more the nxt tym u watch an anime!!!!!
MIYANO MAMORU CHO KAWAII NEH~


ends at 11:43 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2008Y

My heart melts for them!!!
Ive finally gotten my Mirotic album some tym ago..
and i juz cant get enuff of them so i shall upload some pics...
and for this particular album,
they've trained hard for their muscles...
making them all so hot~
See proof below..



Xiah, Micky, Jaejoong(drools~), Max, U-know






See his sweet smile??



RED!!!! MY fave color=p



and this is my FAVE pic of all!!!!
Oh Jae Jae!!!!



and and... its being voted tt Jae's got the best bod...
Those biceps n abs arent fake okay...
this really made me wonder...........................
Does such good looking person really exist??

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Friday, November 14, 2008Y

I think...
im a freaking great liar...
Haha, serious!!
coz whenever i said i wanna do something,
it didnt happen; most of the time.
Funny how many times i wanna do something and told my sis excitedly.
And then, it never did occur afterall..
Until recently, talking to her can really be as sulky as ever,
coz she just gave me the "yea yea whatever..." look..
it made me felt irritated at first..
But come to think of it,
its my own fault..
So much so for the talk.
Nonetheless, nobody can stop me from talking whatever i want.
So, ive made a resolution.
That is, i will try to talk less in the near future.
And i shall only talk it out loud when that certain ting really did occur.
....................................................................
Next up,
I suddenly have this thought in mind.
Whenever i found myself being 'unappreciated' by certain people,
it really demoralize me tons.
Nothing can be as demoralizing as seeing how your old buds seemed to erase you totally from their current life.
But then again,
as i browsed around,
I realised that there are stil people out there,
who kept my name with them silently..
As precious as they are to me,
that made me felt much appreciated afterall.
And come to think of it,
Some of which are the ones that i seldom contact back too..
This made me felt real guilty about it.
I met Julie at Vivo today..
and to tell the truth, I felt really happy..
I was back facing her as she was at the ATM,
Her hand came up and messed my hair..
At that point of time,
i started to miss the times where i had my friends with me in school.
Those familiar faces that are no longer around me..
Julie's gesture made me felt a sense of familiarity..
and it made my throat turned real sour come to think of it..
These friends, not contacted since long,
are there, even though silently..
Even though they did not shout it out loud to me,
that they did not forget me..
they remembered me still, quietly..
It is really heart warming,
to know that when a person drift away from you,
there are still others around..
And im not always alone.
Because, when fate brought you to someone new,
it wont go away to the point of being totally forgotten..
And when i look back the tracks,
there are so many footprints left behind,
not only mine...
These existence are non-erasable..
I hope..
I really do hope to rekindle those feelings..
Just a pity;
we cant turn back time at all...
so long for now~
bye~

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ends at 11:41 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008Y

全部がきらい。。。

この感じはぜんぜんきらい。。。

なんとか?

理由は何に?

今も忘れない。。。

あの日から?

自分で自信がないか?

どうして、心ニはいたい?

どうして、この感じ。。。

ほんと、わからない。。。

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ends at 8:45 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2008Y

so long didnt blog le..
felt lyk ive lost touch wif some of the world,
and some of the people too...
felt tt i cut myself off frm alot of contacts...
and im wondering now wad r my frens doin...
coz none contacted me back..
and my super cheap hp bill is proof 2 tt..
and soon, i oso lost the interest in smsing frens..
part of the reason is coz im bz..
part of the reason is coz they r bz..
and part of the reason is someone lyk Xiaocai,
hu either choose 2 reply real late or totally ignore...
Zzzzzzzzzzz............................
so yup,
kinda lost the feeling 2 do any contact..
den suddenly now got nth 2 do so decided 2 blog aftrall..
juz came back frm work..
happy tt i end work early again 2day...
these past month,
i tink i lead a real peaceful life..
a peaceful, simple n easy job..
wif short working hours..
i wonder, wads gonna happen when i start sch again nxt yr..
are all the stress gg 2 cum my way again?
rite now,
i can sleep real late coz i start work onli in the afternoon..
and i can wake up late oso coz i work in the afternoon..
and den at work,
its easy money i shud say..
even though its not a huge sum of money,
but i can go back home early once ive finished my work,
without the need 2 wait til after office hours...
and ive got ample tym 2 do the tings i wan when i reach home..
but such simple life makes it so 'un-interesting'..
its getting a little boring too..
no drive, no strive 2 do certain tings..
haiz..
quite restless..
juz feel lyk slacking when i reach home..
and den watch tv n stuff..
den slp n wake up 4 work the nxt day..
i juz hope 2 find some motivation in life soon..
Cant wait 4 christmas 2 arrive!!!!
at least its smth i look 4ward 2 now...
well,
boring entry 2day..
but at least its an update...
gtg...
ciaoz~

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