I just threw my temper at my mum again..
I know i shouldn't have..
Much as i know being nasty to my mum is the last thing i should ever do..
I still did it..
and i really pissed her off..
and now im regretting it big time..
Sometimes i don't know why im so childish.
Even my younger sis n bro scolded me for behaving so childlike..
Had to admit that,
at times, they do behave and think more mature than me..
I just cant control myself..
No matter how hard i tried,
they don't and never see me as a senior..
even my cousins are more adult-like than me..
Kept hearing people say that its good coz i won't look aged..
but im having a hard time that they won't be able to understand..
And now, i don't know how to make up with my mum..
Haiz...
so much for throwing temper at something so small a matter...
freak me~