Lost any sign of happiness the past few days... its a tough ride and there are lots of problems coming my way as well as my family's way... been numbed by the feeling of being ignored... Friends that stick through thick n thin? Friends who will always be there when i needed someone? I guess, not anymore... and i guess, i never will have any close friends in my entire life... Im just such a loser... I have such a failed n misery life... Nothing is more important than the health of my family right now... and i wont berate or complain anymore.. I just hope to be able to live through whatever it is right now... pls... be safe...