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Saturday, December 20, 2008Y

离开家出门时,家里没有人。

回到家了,家里还是空无一人。。。

今天是第一次,自己一个人出去走走。

因为和爸妈吵架了。

有时候,我喜欢和自己逛街。哪怕只有自己。

原本想要让自己开心一点,

但是。。。

在回来的路上,有个身上充满香水味的抽烟的人经过我的身边。

让我领悟到,

一个抽烟的人,喷在多香水也掩盖不了身上的烟味。

同样的,一个不开心的人,再怎么装开心也是不开心的。。。

两个不同类的东西,却是有着相同的道理。

已经好久没有和家人倾诉自己的心事了。。。

是我不需要和他们说了?

还是已经麻木了?

我后悔和爸妈吵架了。。。

ends at 5:51 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2008Y

yay...
my sis helped me changed a new blog skin..
its Mickey Mouse!!!!
simple yet nice..
and my ulcer just got worse..
shitty..

work is going to end soon...
counting down to the number of days..
8 more days to CHRISTMAS..
"Jingle bells... Jingle bells... Jingle all the way..."
14 more days to end of work!!
19 more days to start of school=)

oh ya... do tag on my pretty tag board...
ciaoz~

ends at 12:12 AM

Sunday, December 14, 2008Y

ive got a super big ulcer!!!!
and its really affecting me..
i cant speak properly..
much less eat properly..
and its starting to swell..
i cant laugh coz it will someone 'tear' the wound..
so pain that i wanna cry everytime i drink water..
and the side of my neck hurts big time..
mum says its heaty..
asked me to rub salt on my ulcer..
and i did..
but gosh~
the feeling is freaking terrible..
its like sprinking salt on an open wound..
millions of needles poking on your wound..
my whole mouth feels as if its gonna fell off from my entire face!!!
so PAINFUL!!!!!
sitty state rite now..
ciaoz~

ends at 1:17 AM

Friday, December 12, 2008Y

I think my body condition is not good these days..
i cant digest whatever i eat..
and im always feeling terrible..
Ever happen to you before that..
you keep wanting to feel like burping but you cant..
and then you will try to force yourself to do it?
but no matter how many times you force yourself to burp..
the feeling is still there and never go away..
and will keep making weird noises from your chest to your throat?
THATS THE IRRITATING FEELING I KEEP GETTING THESE DAYS!
like my chest is so bloated...
no amount of burping is going to help at all..
and i just lost the appetite to eat anything at all after that..
anyway,
my main purpose to blog today is not about talking this 'bloated-ness'
Actually, im just finding things to blog about while waiting for my videos to load...
and then after that...
DBSK.... here i come..
again...
But before that,
if you've seen my previous photos i upload..
there's a picture of my cute cousin, Alex and my sis...
Here to talk a lil about Alex's cuteness..
ive mentioned that he asked questions that can stun me..
here's some..Bold
"Charlene jie jie, why...why malaysia the things like so old wan ar?"
and..
(there are alot of mudskippers at the kelong area in Kukup...)
"Charlene jie jie, mudskipper is the only insect in Malaysia izzit?"
haha...
i told him "no! and mudskipper is not an insect..."
i thought he will just "oh..." and keep quiet but then he asked me...
"Then mudskipper is what? fish ar?"
"..."
and then also..
"Charlene jie jie, why mudskippers jump jump? they don't walk wan ar?"
Erm......... how am i supposed to answer his questions?
And so cute,
notice how often he used the word 'Malaysia..'
so funny...
he sees Malaysia from the perspective of kukup..
which is only scoped down to kelong areas..
Haha..
ok ok... I tink my show upload almost complete le..
ciaoz~

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008Y

Im back from my trip to Kukup..
People who doesnt know where that place is..
Its in Malaysia..
and its a fishing village with some resorts..
it is also where all the kelongs are..
So, houses are actually built on top of waters..
and i tell u...
its really freaky walking our way 2 our resort!
Coz u see,
the paths are so narrow and its lyk walking on bridges
w/o any handles/ fence at both sides..
its juz concrete path built on top of the water..
if u juz missed a step, u'll fall into the water below...
i dunno if u know what i mean..
as i was in a hurry 2 walk faster so that i can reach our destination faster,
i didnt take any photo of it at all..
so i juz drew a pic to let u have a better understanding..
get what i mean about freaky?
Anw anw, im not very good at taking pictures so...
i only have some very brief pics..
here it goes..
My cousin almost fell when i took a pic of her...
we didnt do much on the coach...
everyone else is occupied wif their mp3...
but i dun have 1 =(...

we arrived at this place and after which are taken to a restaurant to have our lunch..

i was really hungry so i started eating first then realised to take the pictures...
The dishes include chilly crab, clams, tofu, beansprouts with ikan billis, fried fish, wheat prawns..
My aunt super love eating crabs!!! her expression freaking funny..

my fave cute lil cousin... ALEX!!! and my sis...
Alex is so cute throughout the trip..
He's always asking questions non-stop and most of his questions stunned me for a while..

This is how the restaurant looked like from the balcony (i tink it is)...

see all those houses built on top of the water..
Earlier on when i described the narrow pathway that we walked,
they are also built like this so walking on it is really realli scary...


We've arrived at our resort... though its not a big place..
Anw, ive 4got 2 mention that we are actually travelling with nearly a 100 people..
Coz, its this particular company that organizes this trip..
and all the program is packed for us..
So, we played games wif them n stuff..


My cousins in our room slacking...
most traditional travelling experience..
sleeping with 'tilams' on the floor..

And so, after all the games n stuff, its already sunset...
juz too bad i dun have such a high resolution camera to capture its beauty...
After that, dinner is served...
and we had seafood bbq...


my uncle is trying to look for stingray flesh left...
the stingray is my fave of all the seafood..


Haha... My aunt and her funny facial expression again..
everytime i ask her to look at me, she'll dunno how to pose..
So, she'll always come up with hilarious expression!!
.......................................................................................................
group photos..
very few photos coz i tot we will extend our trip.. but we didnt...



the guys...
they say it looked like a soccer team pic...
haha, quite true sia...
Okay, although it looks like ive had a fun time..
i was sick during the entire time..
ive suffered from indigestion after the first lunch..
and vomited slightly..
and den i came home with a diarrhoea..
but oh well..
its quite a refreshing experience for all of us..


ends at 6:30 PM

Friday, December 05, 2008Y

smoking is bad for health...
smoking is really BAD AND HARMFUL for health..
Aren't this fact clear enough?!
since its so direct, then why do people still smoke?
WHATEVER FOR???
don't smokers ever think how they can actually affect people around them???
these people only care about their own addiction...
They don't even care about the people living and breathing the same air as them..
PLAIN SELFISH...
don't they know that us, passive smokers (non-smoker that breathed the same air...)
die faster then smokers themselves??
im PISSED off right now...
im sorry if ive sound offensive,
but i believe non-smoker like me have their own rights to voice it out!!!!!!!!!
and im going really crazy smelling all that damn harmful 'air' all day..
and i really mean ALL DAY!!!!!
more than just pissed...
ciaoz~

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ends at 12:22 AM

Wednesday, December 03, 2008Y

i tink...
i should learn how 2 talk n care less,
and start minding my own business alrdy...
whew~
coz everytym i started giving comments on smth,
it will turn out as a joke..
and getting myself into a deep embarrassment...
coz, people dun understand wad im trying 2 say,
that made me unable to understand myself either..
to the point tt i will even question myself..
"why do i even say tt?"
"wouldn't it be better if im not such a busy body?"
Coz i juz speak tinking tt i understand..
when actually i don't quite understand at all..
hence, i always end up "throwing face"..
I threw my own face on countless times alrdy...
Oh boy, why am i such an 'embarrasser'...
i always land myself in such dumb n 'embarrased' moments...
and i tink, its my own fault...
coz im playing goofy by myself...
Juz a few days ago, ive drank during my cousin's b'day party..
my whole face was red..
and i kept telling people tt im not drunk..
well, the point is, IM REALLY NOT DRUNK...
and i know what's going on around me..
Bu then, when i started talking, my mouth is stil numbed with the several liquor..
that i was talking unclearly..
and in the lift..
my grandma was talking to my mum n uncle smth abt a golden key 4 my 21st bday..
i wasn't listening 2 their conversion coz i was looking at my reflection inside the lift..
and i heard my name n smth smth 'key'..
and then i was thinking,
juz nice i couldnt find my key the past few days..
maybe i'd left it at my grandma's house..
so i juz suddenly blurted out "Oh, ah ma found my key? tts mine... i lost it a few days ago.."
And then the embarrassment al came in..
the adults were looking at me as if they were looking at a "drunkard"..
That aside..
Recently, i was watching this video wif my bro n sis...
and then it was in Japanese..
i assumed i understand pretty well so i tried 2 tel them what it says..
And they were like "icic.... no wonder this this this..."
BUT then!!!
aftr the show ended, it actually have a chinese subtitle showing what tt episode is abt,
like a recap, b4 showing what to expect in the nxt episode..
usually jap shows are lyk tt..
AND THEN...
Whatever i told them..
was wrong!!
the chinese subtitles show it all...
My bro n sis gave me a -.- face!
as if trying 2 tel me "yeah rite..."
at tt point, i was lyk "Oops.... sorry.."
and then i ran 2 the room...
What am i? an embarraser???
or im juz trying to be a smart alec???
TSK~
Really...
goofy me!!!

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ends at 7:54 PM

Tuesday, December 02, 2008Y

stress at work...
stress at home...
2ml is the day that will decide whether my mum's health is alright..
I hope everything turns out okay..
and hope mummy be in pink of health soon...
im realli scared...
damn scared..

ends at 10:49 PM