Does the 'emo' blood runs in every human being?
if not, then why is it that even the most bubbly person can be extremely emo too?
Maybe this is what distinguish us from animals.
Depression, emo, stress....
don't think it occurs to animals...
Haiz.....................................................
This stupid feeling juz come so suddenly like a sneeze.
Reading old letters...
Looking at old photos...
Thinking of the past...
One don't feel lonely because u miss someone or some things...
Rather, beacuse u missed that someone or some things that u feel lonely...
Be positive?
acknowledging what has happened had happened is really difficult.
Sometimes, its so difficult to forget certain things..
Just like how u wanna let go and blame urself 4 not being able to do it after that...
Just like how much u dislike someone who was close to you but u stil care...
Just like how u think its impossible to go back yet you still wanna...
and just like how i said before that i nvr gonna blog again yet reproach myself for still doing it....
Haiz.......
Hate these sucky feelings...
hate what im feeling rite now...
having sleepness nites the past few days...
partly assignments...
partly.... something else....
if only the monsoon period can blow my sorrows away...
might as well blow me far away too~

Stupid prank!!
Some stupid person put stupid stuff into my letter box...
its this freaking amended 4d ticket...
See pic below:
(p.s: i did not make this myself...!)





The number 9453 is being amended wif paper n glue;
though its not that clear here coz i took e pic wif my hp..
Anw, that's not the point..
the point is, who would do smth so dumb?!
want amend ur result and collect the prize, then go do it urself la..
So lame, stuff it into my house letter box...
Anw anw forget about this...........................................................................................

Went bowling last week...or is it 2 wks ago...?
My lil cousin bowled as well!!!
Here's how he played... (:p)



he sat down on the lane and roll roll roll...
the bowling ball moved so slow~~~~~~ly..
haha.. so cute..
and i thought my ball move slow alrdy.
After like 2 games, he claimed he is tired!
haha.......
the thing is he only sat down and roll, and tt's tired also?
so cute~
He complained his hands are tired, from all the rolling~
LMAO~ wad a cute lil cousin i have..
and so he started playing around while we continued bowling..





And don't play play, in the 1st game, he won his elder siblings!
he went around showing off~
haha, but hes feeling all so proud and happy...
Alex: "Charlene jie jie, u noe why i can better than my jie jie and kor kor?"
Me: "dunno, y?"
Alex: "Becoz i wear my lucky sneakers today~"
hahahahahaha....
cute rite?
he was wearing his own shoes so my aunt can save $ to rent another pair..
i was down on the floor when i heard him say tt!!!
and wow~
after the 1st game, my other cousins n 4th aunt came to join us...
then my parents came as well.
a total of 14-15 ppl playing...
have to wait very long for a turn.
And as usual, such family outings always have my grand~ma to grace the event...

tell me what makes a good idol's fan?
going to their concerts whenever they have one?
not missing every of their fan meeting sessions?
know their family background details?
spending money on their items to show them support?
learning their country of origin's language?
if you ask me...
Everything involves money except the 3rd one...
I'd say its people who doesnt criticise them and every now and then introducing them to ppl...
a successful fan is not one that posses many of the idol's items or signatures... or been to their concerts... or knowing how to speak their language...
a successful fan is one that can successfully influence a new fan..
i dunno why im talking about this..
maybe is coz im pissed..
really pissed and always pissed!
haha, sometimes seeing ppl's comments on video sites really make me feel so mad.
mad at why only when u got money u can get to be labeled as an 'ultimate' fan...
and why are ppl trying to prove to the others that they noe all about them?
dont agree wif me?
Nevermind...
im a person who contradicts myself alot alot..
but im always very determined and energetic about what i like...
However, its true that i myself dunno many things about my idol..
things i noe about my idol is also thru many others...
Sometimes i dun even noe their latest song or singles.
it takes another more-ultimate-fan than me to tell me about it...
this sometimes bothers me the most...
haiz...
funny thing is, i can never get rid of the crazy fan girl ting..
haha... i tink... it runs only in my blood..
otherwise how u explain my family members being so.. fan-proof?
like my sister n my brother...
how ironic...