School is okay so far but a lil "fan" (irritating)..
im happy coz i can see my frens..
but wif projects n stuff..
and oso certain reasons made me feel realli sad n irritated..
haiz~
i dun wanna elaborate again..
everytime lyk tt de..
why do ppl always see me as "juz someone there if there's no one else?"
i dunno wad made me feel this way..
and i noe some ppl might be sick 2 read my blog alrdy..
coz im always saying these weird tings in my blog..
but wad else can i do 2 de-stress?
do i really annoy ppl?
am i realli tt not-so-important?
dont i deserve better?
hu can tel me..
fortunately i went out wif melissa juz now..
n bought some tings..
den chat n had fun wif her..
if not i tink i will go realli crazy..
juz nobody can realli understand me..
even i myself dunno why i feel this way..
why do i always say stupid tings??
and why do i always feel so guilt striken aftr i said those stupid stuff?
im not as chirpy as wad most ppl tink okay?!
haiz..
well..
gtg~
ciaoz~
Labels: emo state-again