Begone emo status..
haha..
im feeling kinda tired rite now..
but but..
i've thought thru the whole ting..
its no use venting my fustrations on my parents..
i tink..
maybe i shud realli welcome my 20th years old..
i dunno wad i will face in life in the near future..
perhaps i will still be as short (p.s i doubt i'll grow anymore..)
perhaps i will still be as childish (p.s i tink tt cant change..)
perhaps i will remain jobless till lyk 24 yrs old or older.. (p.s i scared i will..)
perhaps i will juz mit a nice n rich boyfren hu wants 2 marry me.. (p.s yea, my wishful tinking..)
perhaps i will remain single thruout.. (p.s its not a bad ting rite?? at least no ppl 2 tie me down..)
there will be many tings i will face in life..
these tings are ever so unpreditable..
and maybe even..
few years down the road..
when i went 4 a gathering..
frens will start 2 tell me where they work..
and i'll still be a part tymer, job hopper..
and maybe anthr few years, anthr gathering..
frens will start 2 tell me hu n hu is getting engaged..
den maybe anthr few years anthr gathering..
frens tell me they married le..
den anthr gathering,
frens tell me which sch their kids go to...
and woala... im still single n doesnt even have a stable job..
might seem lyk im imagining.. but..
wad if it turns out lidat 4 me??
haha..
i tink, i tink too much..
so bottomline is..
i tink for now..
im gonna do wadever tings i like..
but at the moment,
i will settle my new house stuff first..
once move in le..
and realli settled, i will start 2 find job n den do tings i realli liked..
to those hu showed lots concerns..
i realli thank you all alot alot!!!
have a happy n smooth year ahead too~
and...
my dad is getting more n more 'irritating'..
oops..
not good 2 badmouth but still..
IM ALRDY A BIG GAL..
STOP TREATING ME LYK A LIL KID N ORDER ME ARND!!!!!!!
whew~
k box on thurs and fri...
ciaoz~~
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