Every household has their own problems.. Sometimes i feel that im a failure.. as a daughter, and as an elder sister... knowing that my mum is in a stressful situation.. seeing her needed help n couldnt get to sleep at nite.. though im glad tt my mum lets me know her situation... but... i couldnt do anything at all.. stil studying and cant even fend 4 myself.. cant even provide any support.. cant even help... Sometimes, though God has a way for everything... the journey tends to be tough... real tough~ 21st birthday approaching doesnt mean much... its only saying im old enough to help my parents... and that i should... Zzzz......................................................................... fun times spent is only a temporary leisure.. at the end of the day, i will still be struck with guilt. Blaming myself for having the ability to have fun and dun have the capacity to provide help to my mum.... how irony~